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I shouldn't write blogs when I'm emotional. Whether it be overly angry or sad. Then again isn't that the best time? When all the "juices" are flowing.
I wont be too creative though, I hold back on here cuz usually it's about someone or something involving this site. I sort of fucked myself by becoming so involved with this site.



I think my boss is up to something shady. He hired another gay man he has a thing for, knowing full well that man is in a committed relationship. He's married to another man for Christ sake. And yet he cuts down this man's husband & flirts with him. Interesting...

Finally decided to forgo buying 4 brand new tires & just bought 1 used one. It is nice not having to pump air into the one tire every morning before going anywhere.

I haven't photographed anything today, I just forgot I guess. But I do love the idea of getting a fucking camera. So much so that I put that little bit of truth in my mom's ear. So maybe she'll get me a cheap camera for Christmas. If she doesn't I'll likely buy one.

This weekend I should be going to see my friends Zach & Ashley. I feel pretty good about my driving, but these last two months or so I really haven't driven anywhere in my car. So once I get out of my comfort zone we shall see how I do. I hate what I've turned into these last couple months. Just a scared little terd...

I seriously need cheering up... Someone come smoke with me or even drink. Shit let's have coffee...