Today's been a strange day, not bad not good
I got stuff on my mind:
Working tomorrow with the boss again, for the third time this week. Once is one too many, trust me.
Driving all the way to Chandler tonight for Pandamonio's Halloween Party tonight. This will be the longest drive I've ever done with my manual transmission car. And no I can't ride the freeway cuz my tires are in terribly poor condition.
Still fucked up about this "crush" I have. It's sad, cuz I haven't even communicated with this person in over 2 months now. WTF?!
It might be cute, it might be fun to have these feelings, but right now it's really not. It's borderline insane at this point to feel this way. It really has stirred up negative feelings about myself & where I'm at as a whole in life.
Sucks that the Cardinals have a bye week this weekend. It would be so nice to sort of just wake up & escape into football tomorrow afternoon. So I wait till next week.
All that crush business aside, I still sort of have a more "realistic" eye on someone. We'll see what comes of that. I seirously need to pursue a much more healthier situation.
All these things have been on my mind, not to mention the excitement of Halloween coming up, the eventual weather change that should take place, the plans of the future as far as school, living, and what not. This all has me at a loss for feelings, like I'm totally numb. If anything anxious about the drive.
I seriously need weed or sex or both... Good lord help me!
I got stuff on my mind:
Working tomorrow with the boss again, for the third time this week. Once is one too many, trust me.
Driving all the way to Chandler tonight for Pandamonio's Halloween Party tonight. This will be the longest drive I've ever done with my manual transmission car. And no I can't ride the freeway cuz my tires are in terribly poor condition.
Still fucked up about this "crush" I have. It's sad, cuz I haven't even communicated with this person in over 2 months now. WTF?!
It might be cute, it might be fun to have these feelings, but right now it's really not. It's borderline insane at this point to feel this way. It really has stirred up negative feelings about myself & where I'm at as a whole in life.
Sucks that the Cardinals have a bye week this weekend. It would be so nice to sort of just wake up & escape into football tomorrow afternoon. So I wait till next week.
All that crush business aside, I still sort of have a more "realistic" eye on someone. We'll see what comes of that. I seirously need to pursue a much more healthier situation.
All these things have been on my mind, not to mention the excitement of Halloween coming up, the eventual weather change that should take place, the plans of the future as far as school, living, and what not. This all has me at a loss for feelings, like I'm totally numb. If anything anxious about the drive.
I seriously need weed or sex or both... Good lord help me!
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silvercharmer:
The ends need to be cleaned up a bit but going to try and keep the length. We'll see what we decide.
silvercharmer:
That's how I do! 