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You know those videos or commercials where the person is sitting right in front of the camera with a blank look on their face. The world whizzing by at incredible speed, a fast paced seizure enducing array of lights. Guess who feels like that right now...

I'm not depressed though, I'm far too whatever it is I'm feeling to be depressed. Mad, scared, shocked, hurt, sad, ready to just up & leave everything behind. It's hard to describe, I get like this after heavy shit goes down. I don't even know if heavy shit went down guys. Like a loud explosion with no fire or smoke or any evidence anything happened.


Ever felt like this?
What helped?

When I'm not feeling like that, I have been looking at shit to look forward to. Getting a new phone in May, I'm going with a blackberry.
Don't know why, I don't really text anyone anymore but I still want a big ol fancy phone

Ah yes, the Blackberry Tour

It will be mine

Took my 2nd math test for the semester, only one more to go. I went to great efforts in learning that chapter, I mean the really hard & complicated parts of it. Working with matrices, inverting & quadratic formulas, & trinomial squares & shit. And the son of a bitch didn't ask me to do any of that shit. He just wanted me to multiply matrices. And guess who forgot how to do that... Fuck me!