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Costa Mesa/Placentia = Orange County sadly

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Friday May 19, 2006

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So happy, the last 2 nights has been so rich in conversation and the company of the most amazing people I met. Lately Ive experienced some of the most wonderful, insightful, and most moving conversation that can bring so much awareness to my little wee brain.

I'm happy to say this week destroys all the chaos that happens the week before. I was going to have a meltdown if this week didn't get better. Arizona is leading me to some really good people so far in the game. Last night was the night for all laughter, good drinks, and random conversation about anything. I <3 Calmer_Than_You he's the first person here in a long time that has made me laugh the way no one can make me laugh then my friends from back home.

True laughter brings such a comfort and he brought it home with me and my close friend Jen. Other then that, I met this wonderful guy who I feel so perfect to be around with I want to crawl in his heart. He brings the best out of me with out having to alter anything about me. I forgot how to feel that way because I dated other men before who couldn't make me feel anything at all so I just gave on feeling for a while.

The richness in people lately just makes me want to scream and yell out of ecstasy on what I look forwarded to when it comes down to some consciousness of reality. I love good conversation, it gives me such a thrill and sense of home that nowhere else can give. To expand my mind to wealth of knowledge and feeling from people's hearts is just beyond me.

Tonight was one of those mini-epic adventures driving around town and on a coffee shop crusade. All of the sudden everything right now feels like home to me. I cant get the song Wake Up from the Arcade Fire out of my head. I feel its been my anthem for a long time in a short time lately and I feel stronger because of it. I'm falling in love with people again and it feels so right. Ok this happy rant is done biggrin

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