*UPDATE*
i took jenn out to o'charly's. then we came back home, then we sat in my bed while i held her for about 90 minutes.... wiping away her tears. she feels like a bitch for not being ready. i kept re-assuring her she isn't.
i'm shaking right now because of my heart. and i feel like a railroad spike is being nailed in my chest repeatedly by come texan chaingang....
other than that. i feel shitty...
and i know most people think i'm young... but i was never young, i was forced to grow up real fast... i never had time to be a kid... so this isn't your average teenage breakup.
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Well tonight is the night my girlfriend i separate...
i'm taking her out to dinner. she got out of an abusive relationship right before we got together, and she didn't get herself enough time. we have been together for 2 months, and it's been an awesome 2 months at that. So i'm taking her out to dinner tonight so we can have our last "date" for now. We'll just have to see what happens tonight...
But i'm glad we are separating. if we stay together and she isn't ready could turn into us breaking up (breaking up implying something is wrong, or broken, and a separation is a clean cut split) . this way if/when she is ready and wants to get back together we can.
i told her though i'll still talk to her on the phone/net and such, i'll hang out with her if she wants, but i won't be able to just hang out with her just as her friend. i love her too much for that. She said to a certian point it's fine. i don't have to be just a friend. so we will see where that leads... but she says she won't be upset if i date around... i'm planing on us be separated for 5-6 months, untill she graduates highschool. i'm going to miss her though... oh well... after tonight i'm single again
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and it's not the austin powers happy single either... cause she isn't a fem-bot that self detonated...
oh well.... leave me some love. i need it.... i'm alone again... jenn spoiled me - she showed me how good it feels to not be alone...
i took jenn out to o'charly's. then we came back home, then we sat in my bed while i held her for about 90 minutes.... wiping away her tears. she feels like a bitch for not being ready. i kept re-assuring her she isn't.
i'm shaking right now because of my heart. and i feel like a railroad spike is being nailed in my chest repeatedly by come texan chaingang....
other than that. i feel shitty...
and i know most people think i'm young... but i was never young, i was forced to grow up real fast... i never had time to be a kid... so this isn't your average teenage breakup.
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Well tonight is the night my girlfriend i separate...
i'm taking her out to dinner. she got out of an abusive relationship right before we got together, and she didn't get herself enough time. we have been together for 2 months, and it's been an awesome 2 months at that. So i'm taking her out to dinner tonight so we can have our last "date" for now. We'll just have to see what happens tonight...
But i'm glad we are separating. if we stay together and she isn't ready could turn into us breaking up (breaking up implying something is wrong, or broken, and a separation is a clean cut split) . this way if/when she is ready and wants to get back together we can.
i told her though i'll still talk to her on the phone/net and such, i'll hang out with her if she wants, but i won't be able to just hang out with her just as her friend. i love her too much for that. She said to a certian point it's fine. i don't have to be just a friend. so we will see where that leads... but she says she won't be upset if i date around... i'm planing on us be separated for 5-6 months, untill she graduates highschool. i'm going to miss her though... oh well... after tonight i'm single again
....
and it's not the austin powers happy single either... cause she isn't a fem-bot that self detonated...
oh well.... leave me some love. i need it.... i'm alone again... jenn spoiled me - she showed me how good it feels to not be alone...
mariothemonkey:
Well, just take her out and have a good time. Things may change after she graduates. I wish you much luck
punknitemike:
dude, you're young...get out and do some more shit now that you dont have anything holding ya back. yeah it sucks...but you said there is a possiblity of you getting back with her, so who knows! but go out there and have some fun...get your mind off her ya know! i wish ya the best with your situation though!