Another Friday...
Week's been pretty weak. Nothing much happening, well, I did diss my ex. I'd been feeling pretty much bad about not talking to her for weeks now and giving her the runaround, so I decide to give her a call. The call was supposed to be simple, it was just to let her know that even though communication was not that great between us lately, I was still there for her, simple enough, right? Well, thing is when she pics up the phone I ask her what she's up to, to what she responds she's "accompanied" which is code for when her Florida booty call or whatever the fuck he is comes over to visit. So needles to say I felt like a fucking moron!!! here I was feeling like I'm neglecting her and feeling bad because I think she's feeling alone (something I can relate to), only to find out she's getting her kicks with her boy toy??!!
Now of course I shouldn't give a fuck, right? Of course, I know, and I thought it wouldn't phase me, but it did. Classic reaction, stomach turns, hair stands up, and I feel myself go pale (well paler). Now, I see myself reacting this way and I say to myself... this isn't good. Anyways, back to the story... So I tell her what I called to tell her anyways and I hang up.
Next day she calls me and asks when I get off work, so we can grab dinner. I say at 7:00, although I don't think it would be a good idea to see each other. Automatically her defenses activate, and without wanting an explanation, she begins to look for excuses to hang up. Obviously I explain to her why I think we shouldn't and she said she understood, yet she kept looking for excuses to hang up. I tell her we can still communicate and talk over the phone, that that wouldn't be a problem, especially since it was communication and talking what we were pushing for, not hang out buddies. Well, that was a mistake, she finally won and I let her hang up, and I haven't heard from her since.
What a kid!!! I guess that just further proves that she can't bring to the table what I need in any relationship, even friendship... communication and honesty, not "let's hide under a rock when things don't go my way".
Am I wrong??
Maybe... let me know...
New strip... enjoy!
Ozzy
Week's been pretty weak. Nothing much happening, well, I did diss my ex. I'd been feeling pretty much bad about not talking to her for weeks now and giving her the runaround, so I decide to give her a call. The call was supposed to be simple, it was just to let her know that even though communication was not that great between us lately, I was still there for her, simple enough, right? Well, thing is when she pics up the phone I ask her what she's up to, to what she responds she's "accompanied" which is code for when her Florida booty call or whatever the fuck he is comes over to visit. So needles to say I felt like a fucking moron!!! here I was feeling like I'm neglecting her and feeling bad because I think she's feeling alone (something I can relate to), only to find out she's getting her kicks with her boy toy??!!
Now of course I shouldn't give a fuck, right? Of course, I know, and I thought it wouldn't phase me, but it did. Classic reaction, stomach turns, hair stands up, and I feel myself go pale (well paler). Now, I see myself reacting this way and I say to myself... this isn't good. Anyways, back to the story... So I tell her what I called to tell her anyways and I hang up.
Next day she calls me and asks when I get off work, so we can grab dinner. I say at 7:00, although I don't think it would be a good idea to see each other. Automatically her defenses activate, and without wanting an explanation, she begins to look for excuses to hang up. Obviously I explain to her why I think we shouldn't and she said she understood, yet she kept looking for excuses to hang up. I tell her we can still communicate and talk over the phone, that that wouldn't be a problem, especially since it was communication and talking what we were pushing for, not hang out buddies. Well, that was a mistake, she finally won and I let her hang up, and I haven't heard from her since.
What a kid!!! I guess that just further proves that she can't bring to the table what I need in any relationship, even friendship... communication and honesty, not "let's hide under a rock when things don't go my way".
Am I wrong??
Maybe... let me know...
New strip... enjoy!
Ozzy
kaos:
Uhm... I saw your stuff, remember you sent me the website link? You're more forgetful than me hun hahaha... I like some manga... not a big fiend (my sis is)... I like Cowboy Bebop and Akira
tragicmelusine:
diiitoo!! sorry I've been neglecting chatting with you, sos orry for your ex thing. wanna go to noches de galeria?