I was really low Monday morning when I woke up. A vented inappropriately in my blog and made a bit of an arse out of myself.
To be honest I don't regret it. I always lay all my cards on the table. I make mistakes and am far from perfect but this is who I am.
But this blog isn't about wounds it is a thank you to those here who have kept me distracted and moving on with my life. Today is a new glorious day that I will kick off with my 1st PT session on my way to fitness and maybe some self respect.
I think what has made it easy moving on was the anxiety and depression I had Friday until it all happened. I knew it was coming. Once again I am rambling and this was supposed to be a quickie before bed.
The kind of quickie I shall have to get used to again.
Thank you all you crazy fuckers especially the crazier ones
Gnight
Well its been a long 56 hrs and only 6 hrs sleep down. I look terrible