*sigh*
I feel a bit silly writing this all out, when things seem to change so suddenly lately. I'm not entirely sure what all is going on, but, Sarah called me this morning and broke up with me. Now, after thinking and crying and all of that.. I realized that she has a lot of issues of her own that she needs to work out. And honestly, I think that she's a little afraid of the relationship we have/had. She's a very independant woman and I think the idea of her being so emotionally dependant on another person scares her a lot. But, like I said, I'm not really sure exactly what is going on. It hurts, and it sucks, but like I said before, I really just want her to be happy with herself and with her life. And all I can really hope for is that when she is happy with herself, she'll be able to be happy with me too.