ozblacke

So.. I got to talk to Sarah for a little bit yesterday. And, I'm not mad at her. I'm really hurt and I'm still sad. But, she had the decency to be honest with me. And the truth is, even tho she likes me a lot, she isn't ready for a relationship with anyone right now. She got out of her longest relationship ever like 6 months or so ago, and I think she's still dealing with that. Also, a lot of bullshit drama popped up over this relationship. Her "best-friend" was acting all crazy and like forbid Sarah from seeing me, and since they live together, that was giving her added grief that she didn't need. So, in the end, I guess maybe it is for the best. Because really I just want her to be happy. She's so special and sweet and wonderful. I hope someday I can be with her again.. but I'll just have to do what I can to move on right now. Thank you all for your kind words and hugs, it means very much to me. You're all wonderful *hugs*

in other news I called in sick to work today. I really wish I lived closer to a lot of people because then I could go do something crazy fun. But, I'm stuck in Nebraska. Who wants to come visit?