Ok, so, first off, sorry for being so emo and vague with the last couple posts. I've been letting some things get to me, and I probablly shouldn't have. So now its explanation time, because you are all so lovely and sweet to care, and thank you for your kind words 
Ok, Lets see, I went to my cousin's wedding, right? Well, for whatever reason, that was the wedding that made me start thinking about getting married. Like, will I ever get married? all that jazz. I dont know why, it just clicked into my head and its been kicking around inside since then. I mean, what does it feel like when you meet "the one"? Everyone always says "you'll know" but will I? What if I miss it? So, thats problem number 1.
Then, number 2... there's a girl I used to work with, her name is Ashley. Well I guess technically I still work with her, she just changed shifts, but whatever. We had lots of fun together at work, and we have things in common, and she's pretty and fun and all of that good stuff. Now, let me say right now, this is not a situation where I was like head-over-heels-in-love or something like that, it was just, "hey you're cool and pretty and I'd like to try dating you" that sort of thing, right? So, I ask her out. And she's cool with that, accepts the offer, sort of a "lets just hang out/see what happens" type thing, which is cool. We go on our pseudo-date on Sunday (went to see Superman), and we had a very good time. It was lots of fun, I was kind of nervous the whole time tho, like I was the super nerdy guy on a date with the popular girl or something. But then Monday night, she tells me something, that honestly, I was already aware of. She's not looking to get into a relationship cause she's trying to focus on going back to school and all of that stuff. Which, really, is awesome. Thats one of the cool things about her is that she's got this determination to set and complete goals and everything. But, so still, this leaves me.. with my silly hopes of a cool new girlfriend.. all alone. Which, really, I can cope with, cause like I said, its not like I was in love with her or something like that. I just wanted to have a cool sexy girlfriend again, and I wanted it to be her. So that sucked, but I'll live. I guess.
And then today, I got the lovely cold that's been kicking around. So I spent 10 hours at work feeling like crap, blowing my nose every 5 minutes and getting dizzy everytime I stood up. So that was loads of fun. Thankfully, I only have to work regular 8 hour days the rest of the week. Thats a plus.
Umm.. oh yeah, I'll post up pictures from the 4th of July next time, I just wanted to let everyone know what was going on before I jumped into that. So, again, thank you all for your kindness/concern. It really means a lot to me. More than you'll know. *hugs and kisses to all of you*
Ok, Lets see, I went to my cousin's wedding, right? Well, for whatever reason, that was the wedding that made me start thinking about getting married. Like, will I ever get married? all that jazz. I dont know why, it just clicked into my head and its been kicking around inside since then. I mean, what does it feel like when you meet "the one"? Everyone always says "you'll know" but will I? What if I miss it? So, thats problem number 1.
Then, number 2... there's a girl I used to work with, her name is Ashley. Well I guess technically I still work with her, she just changed shifts, but whatever. We had lots of fun together at work, and we have things in common, and she's pretty and fun and all of that good stuff. Now, let me say right now, this is not a situation where I was like head-over-heels-in-love or something like that, it was just, "hey you're cool and pretty and I'd like to try dating you" that sort of thing, right? So, I ask her out. And she's cool with that, accepts the offer, sort of a "lets just hang out/see what happens" type thing, which is cool. We go on our pseudo-date on Sunday (went to see Superman), and we had a very good time. It was lots of fun, I was kind of nervous the whole time tho, like I was the super nerdy guy on a date with the popular girl or something. But then Monday night, she tells me something, that honestly, I was already aware of. She's not looking to get into a relationship cause she's trying to focus on going back to school and all of that stuff. Which, really, is awesome. Thats one of the cool things about her is that she's got this determination to set and complete goals and everything. But, so still, this leaves me.. with my silly hopes of a cool new girlfriend.. all alone. Which, really, I can cope with, cause like I said, its not like I was in love with her or something like that. I just wanted to have a cool sexy girlfriend again, and I wanted it to be her. So that sucked, but I'll live. I guess.
And then today, I got the lovely cold that's been kicking around. So I spent 10 hours at work feeling like crap, blowing my nose every 5 minutes and getting dizzy everytime I stood up. So that was loads of fun. Thankfully, I only have to work regular 8 hour days the rest of the week. Thats a plus.
Umm.. oh yeah, I'll post up pictures from the 4th of July next time, I just wanted to let everyone know what was going on before I jumped into that. So, again, thank you all for your kindness/concern. It really means a lot to me. More than you'll know. *hugs and kisses to all of you*
catagogo:
aww my poor dear. love is such a tricky bitch. If you dont get married by the time youre 40 i'll marry you cutie!