Friday Mar 03, 2006

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i hope i remember your here................. frown frown
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ichipulti:
well I would not want my boss or persective employer to see me nude, they are sometimes quite stuffy about stuff like that. They want you to be morally upstanding according to thier sqare little minds, go figure!
turkmcallister:
what are you knackered, you Brit? is that how you spell knackered? I hope your not blacking out or anything. I used to do that as a kid, spent a bunch of time in the hospital but they never figured it out. I know how it feels...hope you doing ok.

Friday Mar 03, 2006

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Sometimes the words fail me, because words never FEEL like the feeling.

To all my friends....anything i say or do...that seems out of charecter....im really mood swinging at the moment. So ignore or laugh...either or.

I had a dream last night that i was making out with Al . And from the next room i could hear Richardson shouting at me in french that it...
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koala:
Oh hell yes! People on my friends list turn me on all the damn time! I have such hot people on my list, I sometimes don't know what to do with myself, lol! blush

Hope you are well lovie! Miss you! kiss kiss
theknives:
um.....yes wink

Wednesday Mar 01, 2006

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First...if you missed my Live Another Life post...find the link here Live another Life thread

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Today i was sick...blackout sick.

Now...normally i wouldnt want that...but today it has ment ive been laying on my back...not moving...doing very little except thinking and occasionaly masterbating (more on which later)

This has lead me to actually discover some stuff about myself

1, Im hot. And i dont...
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turkmcallister:
I think the online switch makes sense. it's like halloween or a masquerade where putting on a mask or a costume will free you up from yourself and allow you to explore different sides of your personality.
hellequin:
cool stuff mon ami, we already knew you were hot,

I think im pretty much the exact opposite of yourself, im petty passive on here with guys and yet more dominant in rl, and again the opposite with the ladies :S

so polar opposites lol


On a side note when you are feeling etter we should think about shooting that set man

Wednesday Mar 01, 2006

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(March1st : Live another life day)

Name: Sally Field
Location: The Rockwell Coffee Shop, Chicago
Music: Silent All these years- Tori Amos

Most of you know that ive had it pretty bad since moving to Chicago. First with the accident and loosing Alex, then with having to go through with the birth of baby Joe on my own.
But im still here, still trying to...
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nefaria:
i wanna have a date tonight...jealous whatever

snowtiger:
Sorry to hear about your recent bad run in your health. Hope you can work things out.

More importantly can you still drink?

Monday Feb 27, 2006

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IMPORTANT

if you know NextTuesday , if you care for her AT ALL....get the fuck over to her journal and post now....i want her to know shes not alone...and that we are there for her.

DO IT NOW

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unrelated.


im sorry if your expecting nice oxy...or happy oxy...if you are...dont read any more of this post.


1, is it too much to fucking ask...
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monirose:
I love ya! regardless of the fuck sacks out there! kiss
stasiss_levine:
kiss kiss

Sunday Feb 26, 2006

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UPDATE :

so...the hospital. As many of you will know..i suffer from blackouts. These seem to be stress related.
Sooo...after lots of test and lots of backward and forwarding...it looks like i have braindamage.
(before you say it....i know you always thought i had braindamage)
Now...i know there was lots of technical shit told to me...and lots of reasuring...but what it boils down to is...
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nexttuesday:
sigh the guilt is killing me oxy
nexttuesday:
i feel sick

Friday Feb 24, 2006

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I dont know if im gonna be online much for a few days...i have to go into hospital and its gonna be atleast overnight...maybe all weekend.
Im ok...just been having more blackouts and they wanna do some tests.

So....for those that ive promised vids...you will get them soon as i can...i have already started on them...sorry for the delay.

Dont forget the March 1st Live...
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figmentation:
oxy!
why is your brain not working and cutting off communication with the rest of you???
is it mad at your body???
nexttuesday:
ACK!!!!

i miss you!!!!

lemme know your okay kiss

Thursday Feb 23, 2006

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koala:
Wow...That sounds so cool! I totally think I should do that!

How are you doing lovely. I haven't seen you on aim lately and I miss chatting with ya! Hope all is well! kiss kiss
mellisa:
youre a doll.

ill do the march 1 thing, sure.

kiss

Wednesday Feb 22, 2006

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ok...there are lots of things i wanna talk about...but only time for 2 at the moment.


No1 . Welcome back to Nexttuesday love


Second.

I was watching a program about cancer today. It got me so upset that i got right on the phone and made a donation.
So..then i thought...how can i get others to do the same?

My sb sets seem to be going...
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shellymc:
well...in answer to your message...Surprise me!
You have a good imagination on you.
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figmentation:
well.. if you take a bath, I suppose it's ok...

Tuesday Feb 21, 2006

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i think i died in my sleep and my brain dosent realise it yet


puke puke puke puke

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so yeah...not well.

anyway....ive realised that at the moment im kinda living on just four emotions.

Lust, Love, Anger and Sadness.

So here is something from each.

Lust- At the moment im lusting after not so much sex...more intimate contact. Dont get me wrong...i would LOVE some sex.....but i really...
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furnier:
ooooh, I'm right there with you babe. Been fighting a flu off for about a week now. Getting sick and tired of being sick and tired. puke puke puke

My new computer dying last night tops off the week rather nicely. Let's be miserable together. Cuddling when miserable is always a bonus.
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>>>sending snuggles your way
jennylou:
If I would I would totally cuddle with ya blush
I have been having one of those whoa ist me weeks we could wallow together I might be online in like 8 hours or so if ya wanna vent about life and whatnot. I have to sleep now cuz my work schedule changed I have to be at work at 4am eek!
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