le sigh....and i so wanted to do a happy oxy post today.
And really...over the last few days...i HAVE been a happy oxy...mainly thanks to the wonderfull people on my friends list.
But alass....
The Background.
As has been detailed on here before...i lost my first true love when she commited suicide. People that know that will also know that im still effected by this...
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And really...over the last few days...i HAVE been a happy oxy...mainly thanks to the wonderfull people on my friends list.
But alass....
The Background.
As has been detailed on here before...i lost my first true love when she commited suicide. People that know that will also know that im still effected by this...
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saraphine:
Hey you! That is sad series of events! I'm sorry 
And unfortunately, not all boys are as smitten with me as you are...He should call me, I'm pretty sure 
And unfortunately, not all boys are as smitten with me as you are...He should call me, I'm pretty sure
saraphine:
Hmmm...you state a good case. If I feel like talking to him, I should! Except I don't have his number and I'd have to get it from Krissy who might think I'm being annoying 
. ME?? Captivating? Aw shucks oxford...
. ME?? Captivating? Aw shucks oxford...Not really got anything to update with today.
im feeling strange....like....my friends are floating away from me.....or me from them.
I need a anchor.
im feeling strange....like....my friends are floating away from me.....or me from them.
I need a anchor.
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serragengar:
I'm here as long as you want me mate.
I'm here as long as you want me mate.
janemillicent:
Well I just feel hideously ugly, which after a week or so of feeling glamorous is a terrible come down. I think we should both be highly suspicious of the things we "feel".
OK.
Almost back from the land of the dead. I think ive been dying from bird flu for the last couple of days...but i feel i whole lot better now.
If your looking for some tunes to rock out to....have a listen to Spread Radio Live Its a great radio station run by and presented by Dave Navarro. And...also....theres a pretty cute female presenter on...
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Almost back from the land of the dead. I think ive been dying from bird flu for the last couple of days...but i feel i whole lot better now.
If your looking for some tunes to rock out to....have a listen to Spread Radio Live Its a great radio station run by and presented by Dave Navarro. And...also....theres a pretty cute female presenter on...
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emily:
I love lamp!Niiice
nexttuesday:
lol i just signed off msn cuz someone was buggerin me...
meet me on yahoo?
meet me on yahoo?
every time you make a decision...there is another world where you make the other one.
for each person there is a infinite amout of worlds out there.
so no matter how sad or lonely you ever feel.
in one of those worlds....im cuddled in behind you kissing your neck.
And it might even happen in this world
for each person there is a infinite amout of worlds out there.
so no matter how sad or lonely you ever feel.
in one of those worlds....im cuddled in behind you kissing your neck.
And it might even happen in this world
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tenaciousb:
i shall see you there my good man!!!!! 
it is gonna be awesome!!!!!!
it is gonna be awesome!!!!!!
sugary_dynamite:
Yay for huggles!!!
i still got a job 
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i need to sort myselfl out...get out of my despair...get back to FUN oxy.
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my camera is broke...which is why you dont have your vids...
yet.
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for the next two weeks im about from 14.15 till 17.00 gmt....if anyone wants to chat.
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my friends list is so big...and im happy to keep it that way...but can...
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i need to sort myselfl out...get out of my despair...get back to FUN oxy.
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my camera is broke...which is why you dont have your vids...
yet.
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for the next two weeks im about from 14.15 till 17.00 gmt....if anyone wants to chat.
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atari11:
well my boyfriends called Logan so thats why...and its an awesome name and harley quinn.....shes just special :]
hellequin:
i would like to stay, though i am quiet of late
SO....im now suspended from work pending a discaplinary investigation.
Why? cause i punched a guy.
Im proberly gonna say the meds made me do it...but im pretty sure i would have done it anyway.
Basicly...for 20 mins...he was expressing his theory...(and people were fucking agreeing)
His theory involves women that have rape fantasy or have ever fantisised about being dominated,
And his theory is....that its...
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Why? cause i punched a guy.
Im proberly gonna say the meds made me do it...but im pretty sure i would have done it anyway.
Basicly...for 20 mins...he was expressing his theory...(and people were fucking agreeing)
His theory involves women that have rape fantasy or have ever fantisised about being dominated,
And his theory is....that its...
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schuldig:
Well that guy has a rather slanted view of the world. There's a difference between having a rape fantasy and actually BEING raped. I would have punched him too. And I hope you don't lose your job over and idjit like that.
~T
~T
shellymc:
I'd say more... but i'm off to work.
Love that song...
hope you are well.
I'd say more... but i'm off to work.
Love that song...
hope you are well.
people seem to have got the wrong idea.
im not leaving the site.. just not posting a journal till things get better.
that is all
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and this from myspace....yes...i am that sad that im even on mysuck at the moment....
what would you do if I?
1. I made a move on u:
2. I kissed you:
3. I lived next door to:
4....
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im not leaving the site.. just not posting a journal till things get better.
that is all
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and this from myspace....yes...i am that sad that im even on mysuck at the moment....
what would you do if I?
1. I made a move on u:
2. I kissed you:
3. I lived next door to:
4....
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emily:
dude...you should add me on myspace.
emily:
what would you do if I?
1. I made a move on u: whoo!
2. I kissed you: kiss you back
3. I lived next door to:stalk you hahah
4. I started smoking: smoke w/you
5. I asked you on a date: go on a date
6. I was hospitalized: bring you flowers
7. I ran away from home: look for you
::WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY::
9. Looks:nice
10. Eyes:cant really see em'
11. Hair:
12. Body:
::WOULD YOU::
13. Be my friend?yes
14. Keep a secret if I told you one? yeah
15. Hold my hand? maybe
16. Go on a date with me? maybe
17. Keep in touch? yesh
18. Try and solve my problems? yeah
19. Love me? Eventually
20. Date me? perhaps
::HAVE YOU EVER::
21. Lied to make me feel better? no
22. Wanted to kiss me?
23. Wanted to kill me?
24. Broke my heart?
25. Kept something important from me?
26. Wanted to do me?
::AND MORE::
27. Who are you? Hey Its me..you know me
28. Are we friends? yesh?
29. When and how did we meet? on sg dude
30. Describe me in one word: duder
31. What was your first impression? nice
32. Do you still think that way about me now?
33. What reminds you of me?
34. If you could give me anything what would it be?beer
35. How well do you know me? no too well
36. When's the last time you saw me?
37. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
38. Are you gonna put this on yours to see what I say about you?
::WOULD YOU::
39. Kiss me?
40. Makeout with me?
41. Ask me out?
42. Tell me anything?
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1. I made a move on u: whoo!
2. I kissed you: kiss you back
3. I lived next door to:stalk you hahah
4. I started smoking: smoke w/you
5. I asked you on a date: go on a date
6. I was hospitalized: bring you flowers
7. I ran away from home: look for you
::WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY::
9. Looks:nice
10. Eyes:cant really see em'
11. Hair:
12. Body:
::WOULD YOU::
13. Be my friend?yes
14. Keep a secret if I told you one? yeah
15. Hold my hand? maybe
16. Go on a date with me? maybe
17. Keep in touch? yesh
18. Try and solve my problems? yeah
19. Love me? Eventually
20. Date me? perhaps
::HAVE YOU EVER::
21. Lied to make me feel better? no
22. Wanted to kiss me?
23. Wanted to kill me?
24. Broke my heart?
25. Kept something important from me?
26. Wanted to do me?
::AND MORE::
27. Who are you? Hey Its me..you know me
28. Are we friends? yesh?
29. When and how did we meet? on sg dude
30. Describe me in one word: duder
31. What was your first impression? nice
32. Do you still think that way about me now?
33. What reminds you of me?
34. If you could give me anything what would it be?beer
35. How well do you know me? no too well
36. When's the last time you saw me?
37. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
38. Are you gonna put this on yours to see what I say about you?
::WOULD YOU::
39. Kiss me?
40. Makeout with me?
41. Ask me out?
42. Tell me anything?
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ive got to the stage that even im sick of my constent wining about my problems....it sickens me....and upsets me how much you people have to read through my bull-shit.
so im taking a break from Suicide Girls...not so much for me...more to give you a break.
Not sure when im coming back...but will kiss you all when i do.
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so im taking a break from Suicide Girls...not so much for me...more to give you a break.
Not sure when im coming back...but will kiss you all when i do.
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saraphine:
I will miss you
Here's a balloon
Is that enough to keep you around?? Hmmm??
Here's a balloon
Is that enough to keep you around?? Hmmm??
stasiss_levine:
huggs n kisses... missing you lots...
~MaryAnne 
~MaryAnne
WOOO HOO
drunk and on meds...im soooooooooo clever....
so...im feed up of my emo shit...and now i need your advice.
Ive been offered a good amount of money to do a gay porn vid.
Whats your view?
first on whither you think i should....and second on wither anyone would actually want to see me in one.
drunk and on meds...im soooooooooo clever....
so...im feed up of my emo shit...and now i need your advice.
Ive been offered a good amount of money to do a gay porn vid.
Whats your view?
first on whither you think i should....and second on wither anyone would actually want to see me in one.
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phantasy:
I thought you were already my friend. But you weren't. So now will you be??
schuldig:
If it's good money and you've got a good head on your shoulders about it, I say go for it.
Basicly....my meds are making me loose my memory.
I logged on yesterday and spent 20 mins looking at my friends list and only recognising 10 names.
Ive talked to the doctor and he seems to think its a temp thing. But cant guarente it.
So....blackouts OR loosing my memory.
I logged on yesterday and spent 20 mins looking at my friends list and only recognising 10 names.
Ive talked to the doctor and he seems to think its a temp thing. But cant guarente it.
So....blackouts OR loosing my memory.
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shellymc:
sometimes it takes a couple weeks before they have any idea how many milligrams you should be taking.
I hope it gets better for you..
I hope it gets better for you..