i think i died in my sleep and my brain dosent realise it yet
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so yeah...not well.
anyway....ive realised that at the moment im kinda living on just four emotions.
Lust, Love, Anger and Sadness.
So here is something from each.
Lust- At the moment im lusting after not so much sex...more intimate contact. Dont get me wrong...i would LOVE some sex.....but i really want to be cuddled into someone im hot for...just wrapped up with them, feeling some intimacy.
Love- As always, im in love with a few things. Some i should be inlove with...some not.
Anger- Reading a article about a man in italy who thretend and raped a 14 year old girl. Not only did he only get 3 years for it, but the judge is allowing him to appeal for a reduced sentance....because she wasent a virgin a the time.
Sadness- At the fact that i never have enough time to post in every journal and talk to my freinds enough.
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Oh...and a update.
the girl from my journal entry the other day...she phoned me up today to tell me that the sex with him was really bad and that she wasent gonna see him anymore (maybe she should have told him????) and then asked if i wanted to go out for dinner later.
i passed on the offer.
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im off to be violently sick and pass-out...again.
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so yeah...not well.
anyway....ive realised that at the moment im kinda living on just four emotions.
Lust, Love, Anger and Sadness.
So here is something from each.
Lust- At the moment im lusting after not so much sex...more intimate contact. Dont get me wrong...i would LOVE some sex.....but i really want to be cuddled into someone im hot for...just wrapped up with them, feeling some intimacy.
Love- As always, im in love with a few things. Some i should be inlove with...some not.
Anger- Reading a article about a man in italy who thretend and raped a 14 year old girl. Not only did he only get 3 years for it, but the judge is allowing him to appeal for a reduced sentance....because she wasent a virgin a the time.
Sadness- At the fact that i never have enough time to post in every journal and talk to my freinds enough.
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Oh...and a update.
the girl from my journal entry the other day...she phoned me up today to tell me that the sex with him was really bad and that she wasent gonna see him anymore (maybe she should have told him????) and then asked if i wanted to go out for dinner later.
i passed on the offer.
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im off to be violently sick and pass-out...again.
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My new computer dying last night tops off the week rather nicely. Let's be miserable together. Cuddling when miserable is always a bonus.
>>>sending snuggles your way
I have been having one of those whoa ist me weeks we could wallow together I might be online in like 8 hours or so if ya wanna vent about life and whatnot. I have to sleep now cuz my work schedule changed I have to be at work at 4am eek!