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killer headaches today....which is so not good.

As for life....its kinda mixed at the moment.

Suicide Girls: I love it here, the people are so friendly, its a fun place, and the girls are gorgeous. The only problem is that i really feel that im making no contribution to the place.
Ok, so i do SB sets, but then its no great skill for me to do that.
I just kinda feel that im coasting along on here and that i should be doing more. Ive even started thinking that maybe i should quit the place. Think i need to think more on it.

Alex and Lee: My two friends that died last week. Both of they`re familys are having private funerals. So i wont be able to go to either.
Ive only know them both for about 18 years...you would have thought the familys would let me go along

Relationships: Fucked up as always. I would explain...but it would take too long and you proberly dont wanna know anyway.

Dont think this is a pity entry...its just that this is my only journal and the only place i can write this stuff out.

So to make up for it.
to you.