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well it's been a week now that I've been in delaware. spend the weekend looking for furnature, and working on chainmail stuff. Got a couple nice designs now to sell.

Moving into my new place today and tommorow, I'm about to head out and track down a bed and matress for myself today before going to work and getting my stuff from the truck, including another bike.

As for my son, I went and saw him friday at daycare. I organized a truck run to NJ so I could pick up my stuff, and see him. He hugged me so hard I couldn;t help but start crying as i held him in the middle of the daycare. I told him that mommy had to go out of town for a while, and that she would always be there for him, and how much i loved him. I know he didn;t understand, but I had to see him and tell him that.

Seeing mommy started the grieving process, so he's been out of control all weekend so says my mother. I feel bad for her, but this is something he will need to go through. For his emotional health, I won;t be able to see him again for a long time. I miss him so much!