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I keep changing my profile picture only to realize i like the ass sticker picture better then anything else I could possibly put up there. Is that so wrong?

I'm in a mood to post something long and informative... perhaps it's the lack of sleep? I don;t know.. I'm bored out of my mind, sick with allergies, my roomate and dear friend is dyeing of stage 4 lung cancer, her husband is ignoring her leaving me to take care of her for the most part.

In general I'm feeling very overwhelmed and terrified becasue too much is going on at once. I don;t know anyone really around here.. it seems i'm horrible with meeting new people, then keeping in touch and cultivating friendships. My social skills are pretty bad sometimes.

I mean it't not even 10pm and i'm looking over at my bed thinking about sleeping earlier then usual, and sleeping in later then usual. Really now.. 10-12 hours of sleep a night is a bit excessive.

Wish me luck quitting smoking again too. Going cold turkey. I pity anyone who bugs me over the next few days.