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I wish I was more exciting. Somethign crazy wild... but I'm just not.

I'm happy where I am.. working and messing with the cars. I don;t miss my life when I was young and madness would ensue on a regular basis.

As harsh as it may seem.. seeing old friends and aquaintences is always a bit depressing... Having lived in Newark and grown up tehre a large chunk of my life I have trouble fathoming people have moved on beyond who they were so many years ago.

Most people just seem fake.... or juvenile when I look at them now. It's exhilarating sometimes because I feel real and alive. I feel original and free.