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ox45

Edmonds, WA (or, more specifically, unincorporated Snohomish County for those in the know)

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Tuesday Oct 05, 2004

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I'm sitting in my apartment at 1AM listening to the newest neighbors continue their yelling match which has been going on for over an hour. This a pretty average night for them.

I miss the deaf guy that used to live there... "Don't it always seem to go, that you don't know what you got 'til it's gone?" I suppose at least it's a little variety considering I've heard the 25 year old head of household scream at his alcoholic dad in the apartment on the other side for 2 1/2 years now.

I don't understand how some people have the energy to be so angry all the time? I try to be sympathetic to people's fucked up circumstances, but you can only care about someone who doesn't want to help themself for so long. If these people took half of the energy that they expel on being assholes and applied it to a hobby or school or something, they'd be top-notch, upstanding members of society.

Not to say that I've accomplished a whole lot with my life--I do have an affinity for beer and an opposition to, well... accomplishing anything, but at least I'm not fucking up anyone else's life, right? I'm not hitting my girlfriend, planting the seeds for kids that I have no intention of taking care of, sucking the welfare teet dry, getting into barfights, mugging people, etc. That's all I expect from the world: "Leave me alone". Is that too much to ask? Is it human nature to attempt to pass the buck to the closest guilt-ridden shoulders? Ughhhhh!

Anyway, I'm tired. Sometimes I hate people, but overall I'm really trying to believe that there's some good in everybody. My neighbors are really doing their part to skew the study, though.

Well, thanks for lettin' me lay down on the SG proverbial couch and vent my troubles. Send me a bill...
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samling:
wow. i'm amazed at the depth of your brain.

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and puppies are huggable, yes, but i like hugs from boys more. and more often, boys will slurp your face.
Oct 6, 2004
scagnetti:
Back from the great White north.
Good Times were had
but its great to be home!
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