owl_azure

i feel like i have something to say, but im not sure i do. im staring at a sharpie, a gluestick, my phone, a webcam, a lamp, a hello kitty lunch box, and im going to go see the Cure tomorrow.

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i've always found out more about people indirectly. that is to say, it seems i am somewhat of a scavenger of souls. *sigh* and TRYING not to sound tacky, is'nt working too well eh?

maybe i dont need this. maybe, im seeing what i want to. maybe i take things too personally. maybe i hear what i want to. for some reason, i feel bad.

i wonder what happend to sandor...matt called me the other night, but i hung up on him because he doen'st amuse me. seriosly guys, if you knew him, you'd do the same. joe is gone, and im not upset about that at all. i wish tay would stop talking about Chris. im very much over him and would like NOT to think about him.

i want to pick a flower for someone. or paint a picture for someone. or hug someone. or tell someone i love them. and i dont think thats going to happen.