i realize i need a new profile pictAr.
i havn't really reported in, in a while. im sorry folks. this is my life, minus some details. as those are pay-per-veiw only.
my band needs more practice. really a lot.
until last nite, i havn't been drinking much.
i have done nothing to prepare myself for this upcomming quarter of school and am unsure if i will or not.
i hate my job.
then there's Hunter.
i dont know exactly WHAT we are. my complete lack of self esteem leads me to believe that he doen'st ACTUALLY like/want me, and this will all blow up in my proverbial face very shortly. and then i worry that im trying too hard, and being too much of a girl, or a...doormat, or pushover, or...something that im NOT, inorder to obtain or maintain something i supposedly already have....
i feel very ugly right now.
i havn't really reported in, in a while. im sorry folks. this is my life, minus some details. as those are pay-per-veiw only.
my band needs more practice. really a lot.
until last nite, i havn't been drinking much.
i have done nothing to prepare myself for this upcomming quarter of school and am unsure if i will or not.
i hate my job.
then there's Hunter.
i dont know exactly WHAT we are. my complete lack of self esteem leads me to believe that he doen'st ACTUALLY like/want me, and this will all blow up in my proverbial face very shortly. and then i worry that im trying too hard, and being too much of a girl, or a...doormat, or pushover, or...something that im NOT, inorder to obtain or maintain something i supposedly already have....
i feel very ugly right now.