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i am getting too old for this shit.

i AM a slushie Rodreguiez. thats right. seems, its a good idea at the TIME to go out and get drunk and then...BE drunk. but i end up doing things like make out with Sally, and kiss JC, and leave voicemails for hunter(i THINK) and some other ppl i think...and, almost taking home RatBoy(the name, should none...
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i have more good alcohol in my house than i ever have before. and thats a plus.

the rundown:

ever since the night i hung out with justin and Beth at HG's, i havn't talked to Hunter. He's a poop. Alisa you may now make good on yr 'kicking ass' offer

Clint IM'd me the other night. were hanging out tonite. if he ends up...
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so. sometimes the right things, happen at the exact RIGHT time, (unfortunatly, sometimes the wrong things happen at the right time too) that make everything...better...for now.

im going to just say that, i have a dinner date with a ghost. a ghost i really, really wasn't quite done with yet.

this just in :i really think i dislike anonymous IM's...they make me paranoid.

i dont want to fall asleep tonight. its too tempting to not wake up.

oh get me away from here im dyin'
play me a song to set me free
nobody writes them like they used to
so it may as well be me...


(belle and Sebastian)


last night i really needed. regardless of the fact that at one point i was at my bar drinking shots, smoking a bowl and snorting lines, i still had a coherantly fun...
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im sad. really sad. and i dont know why...mostly.

i feel ugly. and useless. and used. and cheap. and dispensible. and pointless. and hatefull. and spitefull. and overlooked. and oversexed. and crazy.

sometimes i think i overanalyze. but i dont care. it just gives me a better edge.


and pieces of me feel like quitting. i feel shittier now than ever. Brittany says i used...
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i realize i need a new profile pictAr.

i havn't really reported in, in a while. im sorry folks. this is my life, minus some details. as those are pay-per-veiw only.


my band needs more practice. really a lot.
until last nite, i havn't been drinking much.
i have done nothing to prepare myself for this upcomming quarter of school and am unsure if i...
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i dont want to go to work.
i am oversexed
the end.

i smell funny
im with kelly
i brought lunch to hunter today on his lunch break
kelly bought me a LEATHER HOT PINK JACKET


...and im bored. the end.

i am:

happy
tired
cleaning my room(fuck you ppl who said it'd never happen)
supposed to go pick up sally
bored
cold
lonely.



so. lately i've been spending lots of time with Hunter. he's a boy. one i like a lot. supprisingly, he likes me back. he was, in fact, the boy from a previous post. disregard that post.
im listneing to happy hardcore and...
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with all of the craziness, i've had little sleep these past few days. actually, i dont think its healthy. thank all of you who messaged me or left me notes down there i really appreciate it. i love you guys. except you jermaine, you scare me!(kidding)

were talking tonite...wish me luck.