outtolunch

The only thing worse than thinking you are messing up in all aspects is knowing you are and not knowing how to fix it.

Maybe they are all right, maybe I love everyone the same as I do a family member.. or even a cookie. I know thats not true, but what good is it if I cant prove it?

innocence = weakness



In happier news I no longer have any friends in this town. It stung at first but now I know that besides my family I have no link with this place. I always dreamed of coming back here in the future and starting a family, well maybe not HERE, bit at least in a place like this with the small town mentality.. but now I see what it does to people.. they become drifters, drugies, overly righteous christians, or worse yet, maladjusted, socialy retarded mama's boys.

I sure am glad I turned out ok though...