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Sunday Nov 07, 2004

Nov 7, 2004
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whoaaaaa - way overdue on an update. I have not even had time tolook at the site for over a week much less write anything - and well i really don't have time now, but guess i feel the need to so I will satisfy that urge...

i miss running my webcam, but my life has become so hectic and that the state of my living space is so cluttered not one i care to have seen at the moment...

I havenew work up at The Artist X-Chnage (3169 16th Street). The opening was last night and went phenomenally well. Got approached by 2 other curators from other galleries for portfolio reviews, ran out of artist statements due to popular demand and had a producer of national events/shows approach me about a full review of my work and wants me to collaborate on some of his events/projects. My head is spinning - i hid my work for years from all but close friends and now it is out i can't believe the response i am getting - i just sit here dazed wondering what happened....

To top that off i was appointed Head of Business Development for Xequted.com and that has me working to herd a group of brilliant cats into a cohesive unit that can become a profitable business. Can't really go into the details of where we are going with that yet, but if half of the plan comes off my financial worries will disappear in the near future.

I wish i could say the same for my emotional states as they cycle from the bottomless void to absolute elation, unrestrained energy to complete exhaustion - i guess if i stopped screwing around with my meds against the Dr's advice that may be different but the meds make me so dull feeling i don't know what to do. Life is good (excepting finances) so i should feel good and be excited, but i can't stay in that space and just feel like a rubber ball thrown at a wall in a small room, just hoping that i don't come to a complete rest....

ok - now back to the drudge of research and writing a business plan and trying to find reasonable prices for my art media and hopefully somewhere finding the courage to approach/ask for models.... bok

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