i'm having some fun getting reimmersed in what's going on in the world. before life went to hell i was planning on going to law school and getting my masters in public policy analysis. i was a daily blogger, constantly searching for things to write about. i'm getting a little bit of that back now. it feels like my brain is finally coming alive. i...
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i talked to the girl last night. she wrote me a text message asking how things were going, said she had been thinking about me, etc. it was an awkward conversation, hard to shrink a weeks worth of happenings and events into a cohesive statement that answers the question "so, how have you been?" she told me she had been thinking of me atleast as...
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just had lunch with some of my friends. it was good. i love just having lunch and talking about nothing for a while. definitely takes my mind off all the things that are floating around in my head at any given moment.
i really wish there were more going on right now. i'm struggling with just being alone with myself. i always feel like i...
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i really wish there were more going on right now. i'm struggling with just being alone with myself. i always feel like i...
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tuna is the greatest thing ever. can't get enough of it.
trying to decide what movie to go see. not much interests me anymore when it comes to movies. well, really its that they are so expensive and you have to sit there through a thousand previews. i hate it. it stinks. but i need something to do, this weekend has been extremely boring. when...
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trying to decide what movie to go see. not much interests me anymore when it comes to movies. well, really its that they are so expensive and you have to sit there through a thousand previews. i hate it. it stinks. but i need something to do, this weekend has been extremely boring. when...
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i'm such a lazy ass.
slept until one today. got up and did nothing for a couple of hours. now i'm going to the gym to workout and then who knows. no big plans for the weekend except for meetings and church. i am planning on going to visit my dad next weekend in nashville. that should be fun. but this weekend? nada. might go...
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slept until one today. got up and did nothing for a couple of hours. now i'm going to the gym to workout and then who knows. no big plans for the weekend except for meetings and church. i am planning on going to visit my dad next weekend in nashville. that should be fun. but this weekend? nada. might go...
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evilmonkeymuffin:
I don't know about you, but I always cherish those boring moments.
Too often there's too damn much going on. I love boredom.!
Enjoy the peace!
Too often there's too damn much going on. I love boredom.!
Enjoy the peace!
i've gotta slow down my spending.
no job yet.
still spending money.
not a good combination.
i'm reading seven types of ambiguity right now by elliot perlman. i love the way he writes. can't wait to finish it. next up will be train by pete dexter. then lunar park by bret easton ellis. who knows after that. i really shouldn't plan ahead what books i'm...
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no job yet.
still spending money.
not a good combination.
i'm reading seven types of ambiguity right now by elliot perlman. i love the way he writes. can't wait to finish it. next up will be train by pete dexter. then lunar park by bret easton ellis. who knows after that. i really shouldn't plan ahead what books i'm...
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outrightmd:
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good morning.
i've realized lately that i'm not connecting with enough people outside of the treatment center i'm in. i'm planning on living in atlanta when i get out in june, and while i've made plenty of friends within the treatment center and alumni, i really need to start getting outside my comfort zone and get involved with some young people in sobriety. that's the...
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i've realized lately that i'm not connecting with enough people outside of the treatment center i'm in. i'm planning on living in atlanta when i get out in june, and while i've made plenty of friends within the treatment center and alumni, i really need to start getting outside my comfort zone and get involved with some young people in sobriety. that's the...
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dusana:
Good Luck on your frienda seeking, it can be tough, but well worth it 
If you ever find that God has granted the power of clean houses....please, please, PLEASE let me know
If you ever find that God has granted the power of clean houses....please, please, PLEASE let me know i'm so excited to have my car back. not having a car was a really humbling experience for a spoiled little kid like me. i jumped in the car and just drove around atlanta. it was amazing.
next mission. find a new job.
i've committed to going to 30 meetings in the next 30 days. i did 90 in 90 when i first got here...
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next mission. find a new job.
i've committed to going to 30 meetings in the next 30 days. i did 90 in 90 when i first got here...
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dusana:
Good plan, I am back on the meeting train too. I need some people that aren't in my household circle to talk to.
You got you car! Awesome, but be careful. I get mine this week too, and it's the first one I have ever owned. I am however glad I waited this long, because at least I have my head screwed on now
Take care
D
You got you car! Awesome, but be careful. I get mine this week too, and it's the first one I have ever owned. I am however glad I waited this long, because at least I have my head screwed on now
Take care
D
sully:
Good luck! hope you find a new job..
Hope all is well, and you had a wonderful New Year! Things are good here so far
Im workin' it out, ya know.
ps...adding you to my friends list..
XsullyX
Good luck! hope you find a new job..
Hope all is well, and you had a wonderful New Year! Things are good here so far
Im workin' it out, ya know.
ps...adding you to my friends list..
XsullyX
Well. What I'd been expecting for about a week happened last night. My girlfriend called and said that she can't commit to a relationship right now. No surprise there. She just got out of treatment. I'm in treatment. I'm not all that upset actually because I wasn't making any real progress with my recovery while I was focussing on her. I'll see what the future...
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dusana:
probably for the best at this point in time. You can't have a relationship and take care of two people, until you can care for yourself. PLus those stupid hormones make us do silly things sometimes, and they are more often than not, things we shouldn't have done.
Bleh.
Rainy day.
Slept for eleven hours last night.
I'm starting to figure out why they say to not get involved in relationships early on in sobriety. It's really just a major pain in the ass more than anything. The rules of my treatment center prevent me from seeing her. Not like I haven't broken that rule before, but I'm trying to do the right...
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Rainy day.
Slept for eleven hours last night.
I'm starting to figure out why they say to not get involved in relationships early on in sobriety. It's really just a major pain in the ass more than anything. The rules of my treatment center prevent me from seeing her. Not like I haven't broken that rule before, but I'm trying to do the right...
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made it through new year's eve with no major hitches. i was a little depressed last night, anxious would be the better term for it. happy to still be here and coherent on new years day. thats a first.