outlawtrick

im playing hooky from work...shhhhhh

one more year, and ill have a house and enough money to start up the jazz/piano bar ive been dreaming about for so many years.

sit back and relax for a minute in my life. im not really sure where i want to open it up though, im thinking new york, new orleans, or toronto.

maybe get a life for...
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got myself out of work for most of the day. went to go get something to eat instead and get some coffee.

i need a change in professions badly i cant take this life anymore, i got a few offers for modeling but i dont think it would work for me, ill just end up feeling used and unsatisfied.

i need to start dating again,...
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got back around 4 or 6 or something today, im beginning to lose track of time these days. should be back for at least the whole week. this past week sucked balls, i worked the whole time, and slept about 2 hours a night or whatever i could slip into the day,

kinda got screwed doing this new intel shit. its alright, kinda feel like...
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have to go back to work tomorrow morning, going out of town for about 7 days, doing nothing but pure work ....i hate life. im not even going to have time to pop online or talk on the phone much. the only real time im going to have off, is most likely to sleep for a few hours.

im in another one of those moods...
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im getting the weekend off, im so freaking happy, im going to sleep the whole time.

[current events]i got really stupid last night,somefriends wereover drinkingand i almost got in a fight with like 8 guys with just me and this other dude. i'm not really sure why we were going to fight though,luckily my friends got back from buying more beer before i got my ass jumped.

been working to much and im not getting any real time off. i...
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Whats going through my mind this very moment;

ack i fucking hate working during the weekends, at least i got off at a normal hour today though. hopefully it will all be over by wednesday and i get a couple days off.

i havent talked to the last of my two friends in almost two weeks, i think i might be losing them. i dont...
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eh been working to much for anything, talk to my ex last night weirdo still says she loves me even though she doesnt want to be together, starting to it annoying. I'm pretty much over her not completely but close enough. Not looking at dating any one for a while, maybe a long while. but its all good.

holy anal rapping jesus I want to be back on vacation. I should have just faked my own death and moved to mexico.

I was havein such a good time, besides the drama with thee ex....bleh I need coffee

...... monkey

Getting over the ex better then I thought I was, regardless of the fact that she calls me saying that she still loves me, but she doesnt want to be together. Frankly I understand where she is coming from, I can't be there for her and she doesnt want to wait. I would wait for her, but its easy for me to say that doing...
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