kinda a gray day. i was in a pretty much of a 'fuck you' mood all day, and yet i couldnt put down my nat king cole records. kinda contradicting, but hey so is life.
i found myself drifting off into day dreams a lot today. mostly about meeting that 'perfect girl'. you know the dream that everyone has, or has had. where she makes everything wrong in your life, feel just so right. where it feels so good to even look at a picture of her it almost hurts and you walk with rhythm in your step holding your head high smiling so much it pains you. It seems like everything is just pure bliss and you dont care about the world around you as long as you have each other...im doing it again. maybe i need to pull my head out of my ass, but a guy can dream right.
i found myself drifting off into day dreams a lot today. mostly about meeting that 'perfect girl'. you know the dream that everyone has, or has had. where she makes everything wrong in your life, feel just so right. where it feels so good to even look at a picture of her it almost hurts and you walk with rhythm in your step holding your head high smiling so much it pains you. It seems like everything is just pure bliss and you dont care about the world around you as long as you have each other...im doing it again. maybe i need to pull my head out of my ass, but a guy can dream right.
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So you don't have a girlfriend? That's a surprise. But you are young anyway. At your age I was still a virgin. Now I'm in a 6 year relationship and I'm at the point where I long for the days when I was single again. Take advantage of the fact that you are still single. I'm not trying to sound like a cynic but being single has its advantages too.
even if you find that, it only lasts for a month or two and then you're stuck with the former-dream girl who just gets on your nerves now.