Living with spinal nerve damage, you learn to work around a lot of limitations, others though, they just beat you down. Without the support of family and friends. Sometimes, the struggle is almost too much. Especially when you get lost in memories of how truly free you used to be, and how comparatively easy it was to just simply not be alone.
This post is really just me speaking my mind, expressing myself. With no expectation of anyone actually reading it. Because, really, I'm not an attractive woman, I'm not even a woman.
Seriously. I'm approaching 40. I'm 5'11" and currently 120kg. That's some 240lbs. I've let myself go. Because I flat out haven't cared, or had reason to care in a long time. Last few months,
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avrora:
maybe it is time to stop avoid? Be yourself, and let the situation go as it goes :)
outcasto:
It went predictably down the drain. Hahahaha. She went clubbing after we all left. Hooked up with some guy she met there, photos everywhere. Along with a polite cancellation. I guess it pays to be more forward and proactive. But that's just not me. So I'll just continue being me, doing my own low key thing.
Last week or so, I've kind of figured "fuck it!".
I've been processing images that I'd once ignored, rejected or otherwise passed over for any public release, due simply to my own pickiness. They all have at least one flaw, one fault or blemish that I'd otherwise not be happy with.
The response to them, over multiple platforms, has been nothing short of astonishing.
So....
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Gotta wonder how a guy can comment on here, without seeming as creepy and outright sleazy as so many other guys appear to be. So, I generally just don't. I'll stick to my own little quiet corner of the world, maybe sometimes venturing out, when I'm feeling game.
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outcasto:
Honestly. I'm too lazy to want to do anything with anyone anymore. And I've never been the one to dribble on like I see so many other guys do. I just find it so disrespectful and uncouth. However. It just seems so common that it's actually disturbing, and people, get to the point where they just ignore it, leaving those guys go unchecked. Especially on a paid medium like this.
outcasto:
There's also the near total and absolute social ineptness that I already have. The uncertainty and insecurity keeps me from taking chances. Hence I still, around a decade in the game, actively avoid shooting people, preferring to stick to cars and animals, with the only exceptions being when I've been really nagged to do it. Hahaha.
caraphernelia:
damn XD
I blame the child. That child of my sibling. In what world is it fine and acceptable to take showers in excess of 30mins, let alone more than once a day? The hot water system, a heat pump, is dead. It couldn't keep up with the shit. The child doesn't have long flowing locks to maintain. Simply arrogant, inconsiderate and wasteful. Now none of us...
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