so ive been living a lie the past couple months.
had my hair color "normal".
i fuckin hate it. ive been pretending to be a normal stupid ass girl and still no jobs will hire me. i am holding back hardcore to be nothing but a corperate slave.
what hair colors do i have?? i got yellow, 2 pinks, green, blue, and purple.
extreemly tempted to give no shit and color my hair like i want it.
pluss i wore wigs at most of my jobs anyway so why does it matter?
the only thing that makes it matter is evil ass parents constantly telling me my hair is ugly and that i need to make it look like a "normal person".
meeeh, there arent any normal people. everyone sucks, even if they are cool they still suck in their own individual way. why do i have to please anyone?
so far pleasing people has brought absolutelly no satisfation to my life, so why am i still preasured by the masses to try to please everyone else?
why is it so hard to be a dick and do nothing but please thy self and not give a shit about everyone else?
many months i have struggled to only give a shit about myself, to be a completelly selfish bastard.
so far it kicked ass, but still there is constant pressure to care about people i dont even like, people i cant stand, people i personally thought about killing in their sleep.
anyone ever think that maybe the point of life is.......
to apriciate yourself and be happy with your life?
why is it so hard to belive that the meaning of your life may be just.... plain being selfish?
everyone has their own oppinion......
i ask you to take, maybe, 30 seonds to think of mine.
take a few seconds to think of only yourself. maybe it will feel tingly, pleasurable, nice... of course most people feel an overwhelming guilt afterwards.. thats the "real life" sinking in.
but trust me, its worth it to take the few seconds to think of everything you like, love, find pleasurable.
at least take a few seconds out of your entire lifetime to think of yourself. it might do you some good.
had my hair color "normal".
i fuckin hate it. ive been pretending to be a normal stupid ass girl and still no jobs will hire me. i am holding back hardcore to be nothing but a corperate slave.
what hair colors do i have?? i got yellow, 2 pinks, green, blue, and purple.
extreemly tempted to give no shit and color my hair like i want it.
pluss i wore wigs at most of my jobs anyway so why does it matter?
the only thing that makes it matter is evil ass parents constantly telling me my hair is ugly and that i need to make it look like a "normal person".
meeeh, there arent any normal people. everyone sucks, even if they are cool they still suck in their own individual way. why do i have to please anyone?
so far pleasing people has brought absolutelly no satisfation to my life, so why am i still preasured by the masses to try to please everyone else?
why is it so hard to be a dick and do nothing but please thy self and not give a shit about everyone else?
many months i have struggled to only give a shit about myself, to be a completelly selfish bastard.
so far it kicked ass, but still there is constant pressure to care about people i dont even like, people i cant stand, people i personally thought about killing in their sleep.
anyone ever think that maybe the point of life is.......
to apriciate yourself and be happy with your life?
why is it so hard to belive that the meaning of your life may be just.... plain being selfish?
everyone has their own oppinion......
i ask you to take, maybe, 30 seonds to think of mine.
take a few seconds to think of only yourself. maybe it will feel tingly, pleasurable, nice... of course most people feel an overwhelming guilt afterwards.. thats the "real life" sinking in.
but trust me, its worth it to take the few seconds to think of everything you like, love, find pleasurable.
at least take a few seconds out of your entire lifetime to think of yourself. it might do you some good.
but yeah. i lived in Yukon for 18 years... do you know me?
ive only been here since last april, i dont belive we have met. ....
or maybe i have checked out your booty in public? tee hehe.
i am more in the piedmont area, for some reason we have a yukon areaaaa code.