I'm in a very strange mood. I want to simply not exist. I don't want to be alone. I hate being alone, but I don't want to be with anybody. I don't want to let anybody new into my life. And the few people in my life are leaving. I'm growing apart from them, or they're growing apart from me, and I'm staying the same...
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this is a weird time. very weird. my sister fell in love in her 2 week vacation in hawaii. problem? husband and kids. Technically they only have one kid together, she has her son, and he has his son. She's not splitting up because of this new guy, but their marriage is ending. She didn't do anything with him either. I feel sorry for her...
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menotyou:
Woah. That sucks. Big royal suckage.
I need a new hat.
I need a new hat.
sicpowered:
erhm, sounds dangerous, but I guess if it's going to happen it will. we all got problems in that dept, just how we manage to get through around, away, under, or behind them that counts. I'm not sure what it all counts for, maybe a high score in the end. maybe just a three letter initial homage, everlasting till the next player comes up and womps some shit on the game....
ok could be a better analogy, but I hope it sparked a hope of a
ok could be a better analogy, but I hope it sparked a hope of a
finger paint, crayons, sidewalk chalk and glue...tonight will be interesting....
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menotyou:
I taste blood in my mouth. It is not mine. I hate when my roommATE TAKES
menotyou:
control of my laptop....
eh, i'm feeling better than i was last night. of course sleeping pills can do that to you...
sicpowered:
Ahhh better living through medication... nothing quite like the near coma like quality a handful of little blue pills can give ya...
menotyou:
Pretzels are medication for the soul.
So is porn.
So is porn.
I've been taking all my friends on emotional rollercoasters that they don't deserve to be on. I feel aweful. right now, i wanna avoid some people, and they are the ones pressing to be with me most. I've tried locking myself in my house, but someone is always there to drag me out. While this can be a good thing, and I've only left my...
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I am going to explode....I don't mind babysitting, but why god? why does temptation hit, when there are children present?
obijonk:
what KINDA temptation? 
kytar1:
Temptation always comes at inconvenient times, no matter what the situation. 
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[Edited on Jun 12, 2004 1:33PM]
hmm, well. I am now watching my parents house while they discover beautiful Alaska. Yay. I did a horrible thing yesterday and splurged and bought stuff. Well shoes to be exact...three pairs if we're going to get technical. Eh, we all have our faults and this obsession with shoes that I have--I blame on my mum. It's her fault and I claim no responsibility. Well,...
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new picture up....it wasn't photoshopped at all....
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jonnyvegas_13:
Nice pic
menotyou:
Rockin freakin roll.
Dig the pic.
Dig the pic.
well, this has been an interesting weekend to say the least. My bestfriend thinks I should see a doctor, and I don't like doctors. He's been incredible to me the past few days. I've been weird. Like jealous. I see him flirting with other girls, and while it's not her I'm jealous of...or the fact that it's him, it's that I miss it myself. I...
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menotyou:
Hey...we should have a movie night sometime soon.
cutriver:
What kind of doctor are we talking here?
I remember having that same thought: that it took me 18 years to meet someone and might take another 18 to meet someone else. Let me reassure you: it doesn't.
I think giving up magazines is an excellent resolution. Or at least not being enslaved to them, not reading them regularly. The shape of our lives is too much dictated by multinational media conglomerates as it is. Break the chain!
I remember having that same thought: that it took me 18 years to meet someone and might take another 18 to meet someone else. Let me reassure you: it doesn't.
I think giving up magazines is an excellent resolution. Or at least not being enslaved to them, not reading them regularly. The shape of our lives is too much dictated by multinational media conglomerates as it is. Break the chain!
becky's morning adventure...get awoken by prank phone call at an ungodly hour. Get pissed off. Call them a few times. Nothing. They call me incessently. Get more pissed off. Call my daddy. He works for the government. Nothing big, just the US Geological survey. But on caller ID it shows up "GOVERNMENT AGENCY"...He's going to do some prank calling of his own...I love my daddy!
I understand, I usually just don't talk, and people don't talk with me. Or I act like a jackass, everyone looks at me like i just killed a cat, and it's on to the next episode...
here's to being the odd one out, the stranger in the crowd...
If it helps, I'm glad you exist.