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Middletown, Roseville, and Ukiah

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Tuesday Nov 09, 2004

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How is it that everythings figured out
But it's got the wrong answer
Now I'm back to square one
Now I'm not having any fun
I've tried my hardest
But it's no use
I can't stand my own mental abuse
I can't stay here
I can't leave
I'm trapped in my own mind
I don't know what I'm trying to find
Listen closely
I never said anything falsely
I meant every word
But after all this feelings fade
It never was just getting laid
This is what you've made
I don't know what to say.....
...to you...
Except that I've played the fool
The jester
The entertainer
Tied up on a run away train track
There's no hero to rescue me
But I'm not a damsel in distress
My villain doesn't really exist
Except in my head
I need to give myself space
Sometimes I can't recognize my own face
And I know in the end I'm better
I'm better alone.
menotyou:
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