oubliette1

Listen here
I've tried my hardest
will I have to break my promise to you?
or is it just a guilty reminder?
Do you want me to leave now that you found her?
When I'm not around do you sleep a little sounder?
Do you regret asking me that favor?
Now that I'm not the new flavor.
It's not fair of me to ask you this
Especially since you're so happy
Especially since I'm so jaded.
I have an apology set up
The last year is gone to me
I've forgotten everything
the good.
The bad
It's lost to me
I want to remember
But it's slipped like water through my fingertips
I'm sorry if you read this
I'm sorry for holding on
For not letting go
For making things awkward
For making things difficult
For forgetting
For remembering all the wrong things
For everything