oubliette1

The attention is always nice... so is being treated like the special person you are.
That said, listen to your intuition... logic has very little to do with it
Don't beat yourself up if this guy just doesn't do it for you... after all, you've only known him for a day - maybe things will change as you get to know him better. He could end up growing on you... or turn out to be a freak!
So, what local venue does he work at?

I thought you would like this.

I'm at the point where every little thing he says is like a cut on my skin. I hate still feeling this way, I hate where we're at right now. Talking to him, I still hear hope in his voice. I don't think he's so willing to let it go, no matter what he actually says. He wasn't the best or the nicest guy I've ever met, but he was the best and nicest guy to me, for the longest. I don't want to lose him completely. So I gotta do what I can. We have the same friends, so it's not like he'll
be out of my life completely. We'll go to the same parties, probably get drunk together and still have a good time. It's strange, just feeling so much in love, and so empty at the same time. I'm not sure why he had to say it, why he had to make it real. I'm not used to this distance. It's so sudden, you know? I didn't want this. I don't understand it. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm at the point where all I do is cry and talk myself in circles. I can't stop this.