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I think that I am complex but in fact I am not.
Here's a map of my relationships.

1) Me (was is ME cannot be altered by the exterior but improved by it). I will always be there with me.

2) Kod. My boyfriend. The person I love, my soulmate. The only person that I am willy to sacrifice a single status to. I love him so much. You know the kind of love that words cannot describe just like enlightment. I will
always be there for him, whether he likes it or not.

This is simple. I love him, he loves me. We are two person who loves each other. We live together. We both have our ideas and values. We both agree that you can only be faithfull to yourself. We both agree that love and sex and two different things.

I think that's a problem that most people have. One thing means one thing, STOP trying to find a thousand different meanings behing everything. I say what I say, I mean what I mean. You can understand without agreeing.

3) My girlfriends. Jess and Jo. I'll always be there for them too. I love them very much and wish for them all the happiness in the world. Since I'm bi, I had a crush on Jo, but there is so many people in the world that I don't want to risk mixing friendship and sex, unless she jumps on me first, of course.

4) My friends. These are what people call "true" friends. If you have friends that you cannot said that they are "true", fired them. I accept that not one person on this earth is a second me. I love my friends.

Here you can put some kind of blur.

5) People I have relations with. I speak with them, I share time in my life with them. The time I share with them can be only once, regularly or not. You have to live the moment.


I am not a calling person, if you need you, I'll probably don't tell you, since I consider that you have a life on your own to fullfill.

6) All those people that I do not have contact with, that I've never met or that I'll never met. Don't worry I know that you are out there, that we are somewhat connected, I won't harm you.

Here's my favorite quote:
"Life is a bitch and I'm going to fuck here until I am satisfy." - KOD

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-- All that to say, that, I love to have people changing from category 6 to 5 and to 4 and why not 3. Position 1 and 2 are not changeable. I'm not much of a talker, but I love hearing people telling something interesting. I love sex and the first sex with someone is always a discovery of the other person and myself. Sex is fun, let it be that way. I enjoy just sharing a movie or listening to music with someone even if there's no talking involved. I just keep in mind that sharing time with someone is also sharing senses, it doesn't have to be only talking.