otsu

I suck.
Why do I always hurt the ones that love me?
In order to stop hurting myself?
I wish it could be different.
Sacrify myself for others...

Interview today
Evening with the roomate

Talked to my dad this morning.

I just not here at the moment, please leave a message, I'm out looking for my mind, or my heart.

Edit:

You are right.
I told my boyfriend that I don't really love him as a boyfriend anymore but more like a best friend, which he has been to me before we went out.

I'm feeling like a imposteur when I'm in a relationship, I don't believe in relationship. From attachment, comes suffering.