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It's been a while. Been busy finishing up school stuff, but am finally done.

I am not walking, which pissed off my friends, but I didn't feel it was important. I realized yesterday that my lack of self esteem stems from my parents. I want to think highly of myself, but then I say that I am not good enough. My parents are not very supportive. I guess I kinda knew that since I don't tell them any of my accomplishments anymore.

The only person that I believed wanted to see me graduate passed on when I was a Soph. in college. I visited her the day before she passed, and she wanted me to study and graduate, rather than visit with her. She would always remind me that I saved her life because when I was born she quit smoking cold turkey. Now I can say that she saved mine too cause I now know I can succeed in life. Thank you Grandma, I love you and miss you.