Working full time and being a full time student has been quite exhausting lately. I honestly think my last day off was the day before halloween.
i'm laying in bed fighting with my eyelids to stay open for just 5 more minutes, knowing i'm going to wake up asking for 5 more minutes to sleep. ever since the election, i've had this overwhelming feeling of gloom. i'm having a hard time accepting that my country really voted for a cheeto hitler. i'm terrified of what my future holds for someone with a latino background and a lesbian. i can't tell who i'm more afraid of, cheeto hitler or his insane redneck followers!
it is nice to know that most of my sg family feels the same as i do. this is my safe place đź’™
i do come bringing good news tho!! i finally have a new set!! it'll be quite a wait for it but i promise it's worth the wait! my second set as a hopeful;
4 months and 2 weeks until Wait for the Moment shot by @darwin đź’š
it's amazing how much confidence i've gained within myself and how much i have grown not only as a person but a model. which to be honest has been the hardest thing for me to say, it's weird to consider myself a hopeful model. you know you dream it for so long and when you get close to it, it still feels like a dream đź’•
as always, i feel like i should constantly thank @missy for this amazing community of people! thank you for my safe place ❤️❤️❤️