been trying to not feel like wasted space lately. i'm currently in an unpaid internship and it's making me feel so unmotivated. i like being busy and knowing i'm contributing to paying bills, groceries, etc. with my girlfriend, Raina. it's been tough lately and i'm hoping things get better. also hoping this internship will turn into a full paid funeral director position. having to remind myself that it will all be worth it in the end.

one thing that is helping me is this site. Something about being around so many like minded people really lifts your spirits. Love to all of you 😘

how about a nice sundies to brighten your day! from the set i shot with @darwin which will hopefully be in the queue soon.