I apologize in advance, I'll probably be a tad absent this coming week. My girlfriend, Raina, and I are moving into our new house next week AND we just started studying cardiology in mortuary anatomy. My free time will be limited but I will do my best to spread love (:
I realized today that this month officially marks my 4 year milestone of absolutely no self injury! I could not be more proud of myself.
I can remember thinking that recovery was impossible and that I would never learn to love myself. Slowly but surely I got better. I worked very hard that first year of recovery. Anytime I felt like I needed to harm myself, I tried to redirect my attention. I am not going to lie, I relapsed a lot and had to start over from square one. But when I finally reached that one year mark, I was beside myself. After that first year, it got easier. I just kept counting down until the next year and then the next.
Now, I am finally at 4 years and just waiting to hit that 5 year mark! I will make sure to do something very special next year! I'd love some suggestions on what you think I should do, until then this landmark will be celebrated by studying my cardiology study guide and packing up our house for moving day next week!
By the way, thank you for reading my blog! sometimes my anxiety takes over and I get worried that no one will like me or appreciate me for who I am but then I remember that those are silly thoughts and everyone here is very accepting ❤️ Much love to everyone who took the time to read this! XOXO
still can't believe I have a set that will hit member review in 4 months!! it's pretty far away but I hope it will be worth the wait (: here's one last preview from said set titled "After the Storm" 💕💕
