Well spent alot of time thinking today and thought I would just write to get some shit off my chest... so here it goes...
An open letter to the world:
Hi world, how are you today, i'm pretty shitty. Why you ask?, well it's is because I apparently can't have opinions about certain things in my life. I feel that what ever opinons I have should be respected, as long as i'm not waving them in someones face and they aren't directly hurting anyone. I mean I guess if someone searched out to find my opinions and found them to be disheartening then I can't really help that. All that should matter is how external treatment is, I might not internally like certain people but i'm not going to go out of my way to cause any harm to that person. So in conclusion, please world and all that dwell in it, respect my opinions and don't try and make me look like a bad person all the time.
Thanks for listening, maybe...
-Adam (MrSometimesNiceGuy)
And now for something completly different...
Classes were good, just relaxing now and going to hang with bean in a little bit... excited for the SG show this weekend... and as usual i'll be spending V-day with friends... other than that nothing really is new... catch you all soon...
P.S. "Lets nuke the bridge we torched 2000 times before"
An open letter to the world:
Hi world, how are you today, i'm pretty shitty. Why you ask?, well it's is because I apparently can't have opinions about certain things in my life. I feel that what ever opinons I have should be respected, as long as i'm not waving them in someones face and they aren't directly hurting anyone. I mean I guess if someone searched out to find my opinions and found them to be disheartening then I can't really help that. All that should matter is how external treatment is, I might not internally like certain people but i'm not going to go out of my way to cause any harm to that person. So in conclusion, please world and all that dwell in it, respect my opinions and don't try and make me look like a bad person all the time.
Thanks for listening, maybe...
-Adam (MrSometimesNiceGuy)
And now for something completly different...
Classes were good, just relaxing now and going to hang with bean in a little bit... excited for the SG show this weekend... and as usual i'll be spending V-day with friends... other than that nothing really is new... catch you all soon...
P.S. "Lets nuke the bridge we torched 2000 times before"
VIEW 6 of 6 COMMENTS
from: the world
subject line: regarding your letter
First perhaps your "spy" shall we call her "sarah" got her information twisted about how one came across your "opinions". I totally recpected your opinion however i did not recpect the fact that your actions did not reflect you opinion.
Secondly i never made you to look like the bad guy. In fact i instead that others remain friends with you and your opinions of me should not change that relationship. So you will still be getting a valentines.
Thirdly you had no right to give out my name to "annonymous" so that "they" could hurt me for my feelings and opinions and then ask for your opinions to not be tainted.
In conclusion i really wished you could have been adult about your feelings and shared the truth with a "mutal friend" or me and avoided this whole situtation.
Sincerely,
the world
THE WORLD
[Edited on Feb 10, 2004 8:17PM]
i seriously did not go search you out. the annonymous poster was really starting to hurt my feelings and i just ended up crying every time. at the time i couldn't make it a friends only journal or no annyonymous posting because then kelli couldn't have read it and i know she liked to, but now she has one so i don't have to worry. i really just wanted to move to a different site where i could have a second journal that i didn't have to worry about anyone reading it. i spent the last week before you jenny and i had lunch iin the b-center researching places online that are closed in and do not just let random people on the site read the journal..however that is almost impossible to find..when you mentioned SG...kelli had said that was the place you were at..i also remembered her saying that only sg people could read the journal..so i was like hey ill go check it out...well i joined....i had just gotten a new tattoo on my foot and i wanted to brag to someone about it, and so i was looking up body art and stuff you're name happens to have that on it. I admit that when i found out it was yours i probably should have just moved along and not read it, but in return should you have not read my journal then?
honestly i would have proferred you to have been honest. or at least gave me better clues that you didn't like me. then when i asked you to hang out you could have just said no right away...i don't understand why you played the game of yeah yeah yeah and i really want to...when you didn't. i knew you didn't want a relationship and i knew that if you did find someone it probably wasn't going to be. but i had hoped we could have least have been friends. and just so you know the times i had asked to hang out it was strickly on a friendship base, and i never took your actions as meaniing more than that. now i understand that since you read my journal you might feel otherwise...but it was my journal the place i could get my hopes up and pretend that you might actaully share feelings. when the realitly of it was that i had doubt you did, but i was never sure because of you actions. but i see now and fully understand that we will never be anything more than im jenny's friend and you are kelli's friend.
last i wrote that "memo" before speaking to kelli. which i after i spoke with her. we realized that you and i both felt the same on a few of the issue, i don't want it to be weird either and i think at least hope now that now we both know that you don't like me and from you post find lots of things wrong with me that it won't be werid. since ill know to not bother you or converse in those situtations. and i really did just feel bad about the whole thing, the next time kelli talks to you she was suppose to tell you this even though she didn't want to but ill tell you now. i'm sorry for the whole mess. i guess i should have never expressed my opinions openly on my journal because you might haved looked at it, and then were upset about it. i should have just moved along when i realized it was your journal and not have read it, or since i did i should have never said anything about how reading it upseted me and confused me. hopefully this will ease the situtation.
[Edited on Feb 11, 2004 7:00AM]