Today is the day......
today I find out some things, I find out if this is real, I find out if I can feel again..... it's been so long, but in the week I've known a girl my brain has gone from 0-60 and today I meet her.
I have so many worries it's not funny, I worry that something will happen and I won't be able to see her this weekend, in fact it almost happened on my end >.< . I'm worried that our personalitys will clash in person, Im worried I'll withdraw, hell im worried she'll withdraw, my brain has finaly kicked in and I don't like it..... so many questions. The only thing that I know is if we hit it off and I think we will big time, is that I'll always be there for her..... I can already tell she will be that specal.
Current Mood: I have no idea what the hell to call this
Current Song: One Song, Glory- Rent
today I find out some things, I find out if this is real, I find out if I can feel again..... it's been so long, but in the week I've known a girl my brain has gone from 0-60 and today I meet her.
I have so many worries it's not funny, I worry that something will happen and I won't be able to see her this weekend, in fact it almost happened on my end >.< . I'm worried that our personalitys will clash in person, Im worried I'll withdraw, hell im worried she'll withdraw, my brain has finaly kicked in and I don't like it..... so many questions. The only thing that I know is if we hit it off and I think we will big time, is that I'll always be there for her..... I can already tell she will be that specal.
Current Mood: I have no idea what the hell to call this
Current Song: One Song, Glory- Rent
Pretty heavy for a first hang out session.
I am sure things will be fine.
I think you are thinking too much and worrying too much.
Let your mind be free. Relax and breathe.
There is all the time in the world. All the time you need.