osaka

ah. so. life.
life
what a waste of time

for me at least.

just coz you dont understand it dosnt mean i give a shit.

i like writing so that it makes no sense.

and large spaces

Hole lyrics are often so very fucking right
which is kinda sad in itself

its this self destructive feeling
iv missed you

i dont think you realize the amount of energy,the effort it takes
for me to do anything
at all

because its always so much easier to let it go by
and waste away my life,
like you keep saying.
and so what?!
so what?

all these silly dreams and ambitions
even the ones iv been finally brave enough to admit to...
so what?
nothing would come of it
nothing can come of it

thats just the way it is
thats life
so it goes

dosnt every single song and book and film tell about the apathy? about the pointlessness?
dont you see the answer to everything?
its right there

and il dig myself into my room
into my cell
because just coz its my prison dosnt mean its not safe

and i'l hope i'l sleep forever