osaka

i quit my job today
hell yeah
and i celebrated that i now have no income by buying a cd. Regina Spektor. yeeesssssssss
s'good
if i think about the future, "important" things like were to apply for studies it all looks bleak and horrible and painfull and yet
and yet
im feelin' good
like that song
haha
altho i always thought that song is ironical or sarcastic
but its possible that thats just me

its suprising how easy things can be when you make the effort.
ha!
thats one of those statements i can fully agree with. but also completely dont agree with.

i think we should get together and lie on matarasses and couches and sofas and listen to music and talk and do nothing. with lots of pillows and stuff. with the kind of weather it is here right now. it was warm and sunny now its warm and cloudy and it might rain. and its perfect. we'd have lots of alcohol so we could make tasty drinks. 'stead of just drinking hard and fast. and we'd talk about important things in lazy voices and we might fall asleep.
thats what we'd do