Hi all and how I all doing? Well enough with the formalities. My life sucks. I have put myself into the movie groundhog day. Every day I do the same shit over and over again. I never meet any one new. I never do anything new. You ask why. I have come to realize I am a chicken shit when it comes to doing new things. I dont know why but most the time I cant talk to new people. When I am at work I will talk to everyone like I have known them my whole life but when im not in that uniform I become so introverted. I dont understand why I am such a dumbfuck. I know I have some issues with rejection but I see now that those issues are going to lead me to a very lonely life. I like my alone time but I am just feeling alone right now. I think this is just about enough of feeling sorry for myself. I should have another mood swing by tomorrow so I should be happy then. Self pity and doubt a ruling my life god this sucks. The one good note about today is that I have found my new favorite candy White Chocolate Reeses peanut butter cups. Till fate or free time brings us together again.
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Find a local SGgroup and meet up.
I agree with DUG, btw....especially because I KNOW most of SGDetroit and SGKalamazoo, and they are very good people, man. They're not scary, I promise. Next time some event is posted, you should totally go. You'll have a great time.