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Saturday Jul 16, 2011

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Lani turned 9 months old on the 6th of July. smile





In other news.. I still can't seem to shift this fucking baby weight. I'm still massive.. roughly a UK size 16 at the moment and it's doing my fucking head in. My arms especially make me miserable. I'm taking my yoga classes, exercising on my wii, walking whenever I can... and eating relatively healthy. And yet I haven't dropped any pounds lately. I'm just so tired of being fat. I'm also in the process of trying to transition to vegan (though as I type this.. just two days ago I enjoyed some very unhealthy cheese and pineapple pizza from dominoes), and it's very difficult. I just feel like I can't be myself, can't enjoy everything around me in a body that feels (and that I feel LOOKS) unhealthy. Any suggestions to get myself more motivated are always helpful.

I don't know if it's my period (which took an extra six days to show up, thanks period for making me waste money on three preggo tests while having a mild freak out) but everytime I look in the mirror, I just feel so ugly.

Anywayyyy is has turned into a moany, whine fest as usual, so I should move on.

Here's my wee birdie, Piri. He's a pacific parrotlet.



AND.. Me + Lani the other day:





VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
annalee:
I just read your last journal, if you'd like to go for a cup of tea one day let me know.
Jul 16, 2011
miyo:
aww the pictures of the two of you are gorgeous x
Jul 16, 2011

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