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Saturday Apr 23, 2005

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Well I just got back. It was a weird night. Stealing more innocents, no I just want people to be happy. I have been everywhere all at once. In my head I know I have so much to do, take school for instance, I have to decide all my classs by the end of the month. But do I know what I am studying, No. I have a pretty great job at the moment that actually is paying really well and they love what I do.
I just hate being afraid of the future. How can one really be afraid of the future? It is non existint. I am stressing out over the future, because I know I am going to be stressed out in the future. When right know I am perfectly fine, and this use to the future and when you read this it will be the past. I will have propably stressed you out tool.
Future=Stress mad
Then a mouse ran in front of my car tonight on my dirt road and it made me wonder why he choose that moment to run into road, then it just kind of made sense that he wanted his little bit of the way lighted up for him. Maybe he felt safer in the light for that one moment, even though it was one of the worse moments he could took a chance.
So in other words maybe I am the mouse and I just need to jump in front of the lights and take a chance for that one moment because I will be safe.
Ok, if you even read this far I am highly impressed and you will agree with me that I am stressed if I am relating my solution to a mouse. But mice are kinda nice. biggrin
kail:
Most time spent worrying about the future is time wasted. Decide what you truly want out of life and go for it. As far as decisions, weigh the pros and cons, make the best decision you can, commit to it, and move forward.

And, by all means, have fun! They say youth is wasted on the young! biggrin
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