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w00t ... i love frank castle

i'm jealous...

oh, you've got lovely eyes...

dont get down on yourself for wanting to keep your plans quit. being married to someone who's life is filled with other commitments is tough as hell/ the military takes up so much time and can add so much turmoil but taking care of yourself adn your littel one are first.
i've mentioned it before, that i'm inthe same boat, and really i just worry about workign onm hte relationship while i'm in it. it wont end one day with one fight adn one mutual screaming match but i'm sure it'll end. when that time comes then i'll start dealing with my faer of being lonely and have a just fucked myself. for now all there is this and for now that's decent enough.

I think that everyone is a little vain. Not to sound mean but is your man a little on the skinny size?

If your biceps are equal insize, I would hate for you to use them on me.

Have a good day girl.

We are the same way with the twins, they rather be outside playing in the dirt or with the laundry basket; yet have a room full of mind challenging toys.

I try to challenge them by having them read a simple book, but the boy just eats them.

I agree, Hexe is the cat's meow.

Hi there, right back at ya.

I'm told that when I was little I would put my preasents to one side and play with the boxes for hours. It's a good way to be. And liking paper is cool. Maybe it means they'll be an artist.

Changing the subject, I think more companies should put similar labels on their clothes. We brits could do the same thing with Prince Philip, since we actually didn't vote for him.

The BNP really are that bad. Well, verging on it, at least. I really hope it's the leaders of the countries in question which are being called evil... even Bush couldn't be that daft, right?

I have been reading and rereading your two posts to me. Trying to come up with something helpful and supportive. Sometimes that seems like a difficult thing for me. To be honest, empathy is relatively new to me. I do want to help and support you in whatever you decide. I am just not very good at this. I keep second guessing myself. Starting over. Afraid I will say the wrong thing or not fully convey how much I sympathize with your situation. You have no idea how often I have thought about this. The situation you are in is so very similar to the one that "Roy" is in with his wife. I really can't say what I think you should do. All I can say is that I know how hard it is to stay in a relationship that is not fulfilling. It has been an incredible burden for Roy and made him in many ways a very unhappy man. It was also quite a burden for me to stay in a freindship that had become nothing but a source of heartache. Walking away was hard. Staying would have been harder. Not the same as ending a marriage, of course, but, it was, for me, more significant than any sexual relationship I ever had, and very difficult to end.

I do think, however, that there is nothing wrong with trying to get yourself on a better footing before you make any decisions. I don't think there is anything wrong with making sure you are in a good position before (if) you leave the marriage. And who knows maybe your mom will be right and while you are making the changes you need to make you will fall in love again.

I have felt tht way. Only once. I never got the chance to find out just how good it could be. One of my great regrets. The only person who ever got me excited with just a casual touch.

I wish I had more or better advice to offer you. I guess I will end with saying that you can't put other people's happiness before your own. In the end that just leaves everyone unhappy. I also think that you have to take risks and accept that sometimes people get hurt.

I truly hope you find a way to either mend your relationship or a way to part on good terms.

Sigh. I hope all this made some kind of sense.

[Edited on Apr 10, 2005 1:07AM]

I'm glad you're back to updating I was missing you when you came back to the states.

i'm at an advantage i think because i never thought i'd get this far in life. my inner time bomb was to go off sometime around 20, at the latest. but here i am with this littel person who seems to adore me and i cant get enough of him.
being home with pants these past almost 2 years has been the greatest experience of my life. i didnt know what love was, hadnt even been offered a sliver until he was born.
i'll never deny that he wasnt a mistake. his conception and birth were not planned well if at all but i could never dream in the most lucid nightmare of not having tiny love.

Congratulations! I must ask........how is Germany treating you??

I think the slowing down of the friends list for me is that I never have time to relpy to anyone, but once school is over; watch out, I will talk everyones eyes out. Becayse you can't hear me speak, only read what I write.

You get the point.

Counseling couldnt hurt

Hi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
At last you're back!!
I haven't been in here too much...I am starting to get veeeery bored...instead I spend more time in deviantart...

I am glad that you decided to not follow that diet

Welcome back!!! It is nice to know you're here!!!

welcome back beautiful, hope your trip went well

glad your back

Welcome back and such.

Are you back on the home soil yet beautiful?

Mmm, good (Chinese) food!

I hope your trip back to the states is wonderful so far. Also, you have amazing hair.