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The Chapel Life Family Center on post is having a free trip to the Hotel Eisenhut in Rothenburg. Its supposed to be a beautiful location and the hotel is 5 star at 280Euro a night. Yeah, so basically this is the only way we would manage to stay there. tongue The only catch is that it's a marriage retreat complete with mandatory class sessions focusing on...
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dirrrty:
You should take some recent pictures of yourself! I bet you still have a nice tiny figure, but I hear that having a baby is definatly hard on the bod.

I've been forcing myself to go to the gym, at least 2 times a week but I'm aiming for 3-4. It's hard, though, and I'm really pushing myself.

That marriage retreat sounds nice, hope you two sign up and have a great time smile
thedarkness:
I used to have the drive and motivation in going to the gym every other day. I would wake up at about four-thirty in the morning to go exercise before I went to work. Now, I am lucky if I wake up before six-thirty.


Adults night out, a fantastic concept, only to laugh at the drunk people. tongue

Have a good day girl.
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Making pot roast for dinner. I hope it turns out well or it will be a Popeye's night. tongue A couple of weeks ago I made a really good casserole by accident. It was pretty much a baked spaghetti dish but instead of spaghetti I used brown rice and it was surprisingly really tasty. eeek

Did you hear...there's a series coming out about Storm as a little...
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thedarkness:
Hopefully it will be a good series. Don't feel bad about reading comics, loving cartoons, and collecting japanimation; people who don't are just jealous. biggrin
zenichols:
Much Love........Zen
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So I'm feeling like a bitch. I know...but yeah. Okay, that didn't make sense. Gah! My husband and I spoke about our situation again and we just go around in circles. I can't make him understand my feelings and he wants to know all these details that won't really help but will just make him angrier.

I feel like a bitch because I was mean....
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thedarkness:
You should just stick to your guns and try not to give him an inch to use against you.


So you think that it was his intentions to use the same position like the one you used before to get pregnant?

iamphoto:
ouch, tough situation. hope it all works out
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cynicalkoolaid:
I'd post a picture of the comic book General Zod, but he looks seriously retarded.

Cool pics, though.
thedarkness:
Yeah, I could inmagine you as Storm. Strong willed, intelligent, powerful, smart, and strong.

Good likeness. wink
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Our afternoon cookout only happened with one of the couples (tall, skinny, blond and her husband). The other couple cancelled. So we head over with grill fixins and limoncillo (sp?). My puerto-rican roommate showed me how to make it...basically, bacardi, crystal light lemonade, and water. I love sweet drinks that don't overwhelm you with alcohol taste.

So it was a lazy Sunday just spent eating...
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ami:
that sounds a little dangerous. hubbs and i used to bump uglys after a fight or some bad news. during i knew it was a way to get through whatever hurt or bad feelings and after if we talked about the initial argument or situation it was usually ok. but if we didnt talk and it was just 'hey we're fucking because it's back to base animal instincts' then i always felt worse for wear.
clearly you have a strong bond between yourself adn your family (mother) but and i say this including myself someone else's advice will usually never fell quite as right as what you want/need to do.
your path is differnt, go your own way.
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So I ended up missing my mother's call because we went out to eat with some other couples. But when I got back she had sent me an email that said she loves me and is just trying to improve herself in that regard...loving as spoken of in the bible...love is long suffering and kind. Love is not jealous, it does not brag, does not...
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zenichols:
I love reading your journals. My guess is that it's ooggling but it still doesn't loo just right..I knew lots of guys like the ones tht you were with out to dinner. Some of them I liked even with their faults and some of them wanted to kill because of there faults. Sleeping with another service members wife would have to be the worst fault. But that is the reality of service life when you are so close to people most of who are feeling vulnerable in one way or another because hardly anyone in the service when they have only been in a few enlistments is at home with where they are. Stay strong beautiful. Kiss your husband and baby.
josearcadio:
I hope tha you and your family can come out of all that alright, because the war was enough!!!, but now there is a posible divorce frown I wish you and and your family tons of wisdom and good health, a big hug to you! smile
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Its another bright and sunny day...

My mother called the other night. In a roundabout way she just told me to "keep myself open and don't say I won't change my mind" and to "get down on my knees and pray for my husband and child." Once she got off the phone my stomach was in knots and I ended up puke ing. I just can't...
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cynicalkoolaid:
France is always good. If anyone's mean all you have to do is make a sudden movement and everyone will surrender.

Sorry, can't help the French jokes.

Lack of parental support in your decisions always sucks. Sometimes I wonder how parents can be so (seemingly) unknowingly hurtful of their children.
thedarkness:
So does your Mother think that praying will help solve your problems?

I think that if you did move to California, your lifestyle would not be so scrutinized.

Have a good day girl.
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Its a bright and sunny day. Perhaps that will do something to lift the mood.

I don't want to be depressed. The next few months...actually the next few years will be difficult in many aspects but I still have a feeling of hope. I know that sounds rather cheesy but I do and oddly enough, I have such a strong feeling of love (and sadness...
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ami:
hope all is well. worry not you're doing what's right
agnosticf:
not much to say...

best wishes and a biiiiig *hug*

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Well, the appt. was short. The counselor was nice and seemed more inclined to help us come to a resolution ourselves over offering her opinion. Which I liked. Nothing new was stated but it seemed that the idea that we will eventually get a divorce is sinking in.

My husband and I haven't spoken about much since leaving the counselor and I'm not going to...
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alisa:


i love that you call it a nappy explosion!!! i don't know if i could have the paitence to do my hair like that for real. there's so many times that i've tried to grow the super afro but i always get frustrated in the middle of it all.
ultraman:
stay strong. miao!!

tyvm for accepting my request. biggrin wink

your hair is fierce & your baby girl is adorable.

yes she will be rotten to the core! biggrin
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Dun dun dun....appointment day. ARRR!!!

I don't know...I'm scared but anxious. I really want to hear my husband's side in a way he won't tell me but hopefully will share with the counselor.

This is too important for me to fall back into trying to please and not disappoint. Fall back into lying and denial. I can't be that woman anymore, not once I've finally had...
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rosehips:
Good luck with the appointment. I hope you are able to work everything out the way you want. Just remember that you have to make yourself happy too. Sometimes compromise and settling become a way of life and before you know it years pass by and nothing has changed except that you have even more invested in something that isn't working. I have seen someone go through that. It is not pretty.
ultraman:
ive noticed that honesty is liberating. best of luck to you. wink

i read your previous entry...were you at the edge?