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I don't think that you have enough space for drama queens in your life at this point in time. I'm sure that she will find someone else to play with...

Hey Hun, long time no talk. It sucks, my laptop blew a Harddrive. So im on less. Email me anytime though.

Hey Luv- just wanted to say hi and I hope all os well down by you

Hence why I dont hang out with ANY military folks around here...

The other night my nosey neighbor say me and Red_Flynn coming back from a beer run. I'm always worried about what might happen, but I dont really care.. People can talk but they can't tell my husband and I how to live our lives.

You know.. we should hang out sometime!

Sounds like you had a good time.
She was probably coming on to you BUT your right it s hard to know what woman's intentions are.

Hello my sweet friend
Thank you for your wishes. We will try to have some good times over here on this island.
It seems like you had some fun and that makes me happy. I hope that you will have more fun soon. I feel that you at least deserve it after all you've been through. I read all your journals...but I don't always have something to write...

"It feels naughty like licking melted chocolate from your fingers while someone is watching."

Now that would be a good visual. What is wrong in checking out another lady? If she is as good looking as you described her, then there should no problem in appreciating her appearance.

In response to your comment to me: That sucks. I have the opposite problem (minus the available playmate ) shokwave pretty much gave me the go ahead, but I'm too scared of him being hurt to actually do anything about it.

does your husband know about you and other girls? I so you might ask him if it would hypothetically be ok for you to be with a woman while he is away. You would be serprised by how some men will be ok with there wives geting some of there sexual needs met so long as they stay the only man in there lives.
but if it was me I would be realy hert if she didnt talk to me about it first.

Damn him for bluffing.

I'm all for not putting extra strain on an already strained relationship. But I would try to talk to your husband about it and see if he'd be ok with you having a playmate (or two ) while he's away.

By the way, I'm totally jealous

Hey baby, I feel for your situation. I don't know why you can't or won't show him affection, however I hope you and the baby are happy. thats all that matters. doesn't it sound a little like he is selfish for wanting more and more. though you should rap your arms around him and give him some love, don't force it. do what makes you feel happy and over time that will make him happy (if he loves you).

Ok this is what to do, set aside one day every week were the two of you go out on a date. It has to be a real date like you would do when you where single, so get a baby sitter, get dressed up, go a place off base (I know its a pain in the ass to do in Germany) and dont talk about your problems (the baby, your STAR card balance, the war any of it just try to be like two single people out on a date).
If you can make a commitment to do this every week even if its just for an hour or two it will give the two of you something to look forward to.
I know that it sounds stupid and you must be thinking "but I hated dating and was glad I could stop when I got married".
Just try to spend time together away from the all-consuming army base. Give him the chance to treat you like a queen and not a mom and you will become attracted to him all over again.


[Edited on Jul 06, 2005 10:58AM]

That sounds like the perfect day- I'm glad you took the time to appreciate it.

Well, with my hair- let's see- I wash it about once or twice a week with shampoo- usually anything for "dry, Damaged " hair as it has the most moisturizers in it- but sometimes I use anything cuz its really the conditioners that are important for me. But a good shampoo really does help.

But I condition my hair in the shower every morning and finger comb it- usually I use the new pantene conditioner for natural or relaxed hair (I only comb my hair with a wide tooth comb when I shampoo it)
After I condition/shampoo I put on a heavy moistirizer, gel and like a frizz ease thing.

ALSO, Once a month I either put mayonnaise for a half hour on dry hair b4 I wash, or after I've washed it Ill put a rosemary rinse that I've boiled from fresh or dried rosemay leaves, or a hot oil- either of the three .

WOW- that's a lot! Sorry it took me a while to get back to you but I was really busy this week and I knew I was gonna get very detailed about it- lol- I hope that helps and thank you for the compliment on my hair

On a side note- I think that you really need to do some sexual/relationship exploring- its what your body and mind (not too sure about your heart) is calling out for.

[Edited on Jun 30, 2005 9:48AM]

I saw your im at 230ap\m when i woke up (what time was that in Germany? hope to get a chance again.

Hello beautiful I'm sure we can work out some kind of deal to pay off your debt for using my property. How about you promise me to take care of that beautiful baby of yours no matter how everything else turns out. And that way there will be one more child in this world that I don't have to worry about and I can be that closer to being at peace.
Please for the sake of all that is sexy in the world go out and have a great time on the 4th. I can't believe you haven't been out clubbing since you've been over there. Germany in renowned for their great club scene from all that I've heard about it. I'm out.

Hey, I'm TheDarkness's wife... I came across your comment in his journal, and thought I'd offer you my 2 cents . I'm not sure if he e-mailed you the whole story about our thing yet or not.

Anyway, I was the one who opposed. Well, not like the way your hubby did. I always said, I'd probably do it but it'd have to be with a complete stranger. Someone who I wouldn't have to worry about being replaced with. Anyway, yes our experience was a mistake. But not as far as our relationship is concerned. It really was kind of a cool experience, until the bitch went crazy.

In a way, I think it's a good step that your husband is now considering it after all this time. His first response was probably that way because the way he was raised, or his religion, or whatever. It had nothing to do with his own sexual desires, but was a response to something he'd probably thought of as taboo or deviant or what have you. He's probably just coming around to the idea that it is not something that is morally wrong, or something that will threaten your standing in the community.

That's kind of why I didn't want to do it whenever it started coming up. I still don't want people to know what happened. Especially since the bitch is a fucking psycho that it happened with. Anyway, that's a huge ass long ass crazy ass story. If he e-mailed you the entire thing, I'm sure your eyes are tired from reading it!

My $0.02

That is cool, my wife and I had a threesome a while back; now it is coming back to bite us in the ass. One of the worst mistakes we ever did in our life.

i hope this one works for you!

[Edited on Jun 28, 2005 1:23PM]

As long as jealousy from him doesnt mix bad with the drinks at the club you should have a blast!

Germany sucks during the summer time does it not?