Dun dun dun....appointment day.

I don't know...I'm scared but anxious. I really want to hear my husband's side in a way he won't tell me but hopefully will share with the counselor.

This is too important for me to fall back into trying to please and not disappoint. Fall back into lying and denial. I can't be that woman anymore, not once I've finally had the strength to be honest, finally honest.

In May, the friends pictured in the previous journal will be graduating college. I'm so proud of them. Eva is interviewing for a job with the Dept. of State in Argentina (she speaks English, Spanish, and French fluently and spent a year in France). Regina is doing a little European tour (she wants us to visit her in Spain this summer), she speaks fluent English and Korean, and has an internship at a Law Firm in Korea. Susan also speaks English and Korean and is considering joining Americorps in Cali to work with Korean-American citizens. One of my other chicas, not pictured, Elizabeth, received a grant to go to India this fall. She also spent a summer in Costa Rica and a semester in Florence, Italy. James is currently at the Academy of Dramatic Arts in LA and doing exceptionally well. He'll be famous someday...just you wait! Anywho, now that I put all my friends business on the street lets hope I don't get in trouble.