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Going back to the States March 9-27 biggrin

A spider was on the ceiling and tried to drop-attack me in the shower! eeek I can't stand spiders...I finished and ran out. blush I hope it decides the steam-filled shower isn't a good place for a web b/c killing a spider is as bad as looking at one for me. That weird uneasy tingling spreads over my whole body...
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huny:
I don't like spiders either *shudder* but some peopel say they're good luck and eat even more yucky things hiding in the corners...

sorry that probably didn't make you feel any better

anyhow, I didn't think your comparison sounded weird at all...on the contrary - I took it as a compliment. I think you're quite spot-on as far as what I believe in and what I'm willing to fight for. I'm very flattered thats what you saw in me, and pleased (but not surprised) to learn you're about the same sort of things. :]
thedarkness:
Spiders are our friends, they eat all the bad bugs, but I don't know what kind of weird spiders you have over there in Germany. Probably the ones that speak German and have little Hitler mustaches.


Coming back home to the States, yeah!
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thedarkness:
Side-show Bob tongue

Wrong but funny.
rosehips:
Your daughter is adorable. She looks very much like the daughter of a friend of mine. Or at least how she looked at that age. So how are you? Seemed like things were not so good in your last journal. Everything all right now?
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blackeyed <---- last night

puke <------ this morning/afternoon

will elaborate later...
thedarkness:
Are you alright?
9ine:
frown ...be strong please..

I am glad that you finally met Mr. Gordon but I'm not sure if you are...I still don't know what song to send you...I am thinking of sending you something that is not considered to be jazz...is that ok? When I think of your "situation" it is hard for me to think of what you would like to listen to. I try to think of what I would want if I were in your shoes and I can't think of anything...(I used the word "think" 4 times, and "thinking" 1 time...you make me "think" smile ).

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Thank you all for offering a shoulder/listening ear for me to vent. kiss I'll get things in perspective eventually.

Woot! I just like that word. tongue

I'm attempting to make beer chicken tonight. I couldn't make it on a diet...I enjoy food too much. I'm a taurus...it can't be helped. tongue

thedarkness:
MMmmmmm......chicken! tongue
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So I'm in marriage counseling to help strengthen my marriage before my husband goes to Iraq...

So I'm bisexual (kinda leaning more toward women) and I don't really like that term anywho...as my husband said, "If people around here knew they'd think you were a slut and I don't know how that would affect my job."

So I love my husband for who he is...
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9ine:
Ok...I'm not going to ask you NOT to apologize anymore cause it just doesn't seem to work..Apologize all you want! I don't care tongue tongue tongue

Now I am even more confused...I like mournful songs and I also like listening to a cello but I can't even think of one jazz song with a cello in it...damn girl! you got me cornered blackeyed Perhaps I will send you mournful songs without the cello, and cello instrumentals separately... confused

Where is Mr. Dexter??? I sent a copy to Rx in MI and it got there a long time ago...I thought that yours would have arrived faster... frown

Are you shooting new pics?? With your 'fro perhaps? love

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PS - ...I think that you shouldn't avoid your therapist. I understand how scary all this might be for you but whatever the outcome may be, I believe that honesty is the best way to live our lives...it usually shows in the longterm...
I'll be here if you need anything. Just drop me a note.

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rosehips:
All I can say there is that I think for most people therapy is a good thing. It can be scary, but, it can really help you to see what is going on. Just be sure that you have a therapist you are comfortable enough to be honest with.

I don't like the term bi-sexual either. I guess because it makes people assume some things about me that may not be true.

Re your comments to me: It is funny, growing up I hated my red hair. It was almost orange then and kind of frizzy. I thought it was my worst feature. Then as I grew older it turned into more of an auburn and I learned to control the curls. I love it now. One of my favorite things about my physical appearance.

Cycops huh? I can see the eye thing. Other than that he is kind of the poster boy for guys that don't do it for me. Nightcrawler on the other hand, oh yeah.

The date went very well. Such a nice sweet guy. I just wish he didn't remind me of someone else. I guess we will just see what happens.

Yes, I have been training since I was 8. Never really studied any one style. I had an older cousin who decided I needed to be able to defend myself. He taught me very well. When he decided he couldn't teach me anymore, I started training mostly on my own. Picking up various things from people I know, but, pretty much developing my own style.

Hope you are feeling better.
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My 'fro isnt as much a friend as I thought it was. Its gotten thicker and much more harder to manage. I don't have time to deal with it like I did pre-baby. I'm heavily debating whether or not to chop it off. whatever I'll put some pics up of it soon though.

We're trying to go to the States next month for my husband's leave....
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thedarkness:
So when you chop it off, you are going bald? I lost about twenty pounds off of this Atkins diet, it was not that hard as I thought. Good luck on getting approval for your husbands leave.
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Well, I took my locks out and my big 'fro is back. biggrin I didn't realize how much I missed it. I think I look better with big hair...it gives the illusion of a smaller nose. tongue

Back to the 2 hour a night twist sessions. robot

I feel like my old self...not that locks made me feel bad. I loved them, but I just click with a...
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thedarkness:
Yes, David Bowie has that kind of effect on people. I am with 9ine, I would like to see some pictures of you and the new hairstyle.

I was looking at your pics, please don't think I am hitting on you, and you have a striking resembleance to Vivica Fox.

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rosehips:
Well hello yourself. Always nice to meet another fangirl. I have always liked Storm a lot. People tell me all the time I look like Jean Grey and every time I think how much cooler it would be to look like Ororo Monroe instead.

I don't think you need anything to make your nose look smaller. It and you are quite adorable. I would also like to see pics with the new hairstyle.

David Bowie is an enigma to me. Not the type of man I am usually attracted to at all, yet I find him to be incredibly sexy. Not sure what it is, but I know I am not alone in my opinion.

So just out of curiosity who is your favorite male superhero? Or who do you think is the sexiest? For me the answer to both is the Beast. Brains, brawn, wit and charisma all topped off with that primal animal magnetism. Sigh. I am not sure how I would react if I met someone blue & furry in real life. But I would like to find out. wink
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I think I'm addicted to SlimJims. I can't ever eat just one. Then while the mildly spicy, meat taste is lingering on my tongue I begin to wonder what they are made of. whatever I'm too afraid to read the ingredients b/c then I might not want to eat them anymore and they are so tasty.

But being a southern girl with a country-southern SC father,...
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bleeder:
I ate alot of those in the field. I think they are still resting in my stomach! smile
josearcadio:
Hey!! 100 bullets is great! But it is a very different style of writing than the one Claremont does. Claremont deals a lot with melodramatic issues, where Azarello (100 bullets writer) without melodrama. 100 bullets is a very adult tipe of book, similar in a way to what Chandler and Ellroy does in prose novels. Also, the artist, Eduardo Risso (who is from Argentina!!) has a very cool and unique style. Oh, another thing I love about the book is the dialogue, which in comic book writing comes very close to what Bryan Michael Bendis, who is the master in comic books dialogue. To sum up, 100 bullets is an amazing book, althought what happened to me is that I started to enjoy Claremont less afterwards.
NEXT WEEK: ROBI ROSA!!!! smile a hug to you!!!
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After a night of neighbors slamming doors and cussing at their unruly children in the stairwell, I awoke to the construction crew renovating the empty apartments in the building. Just another day of the same... ARRR!!!

At least there is a roof over our heads and we don't have to pay for utilities (trying my best to be more positive). I don't like to be truly...
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bleeder:
Id love to share a cup of coffee with you right now! Im running around so I can ETS out of this country and get back to the States! You ever thought about off post housing??

P.s. blush for the pic comment. *hug* biggrin
thedarkness:
That is cool, you can say ll the nice things you want about me, all I will say is thank you. Besides, not to sound mean, but you don't know what I look like.
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I am mad and I need to vent so this journal will have no redeeming qualities. I am not a person that cusses (it just feels weird coming out of my mouth) but I am mad enough at this point (and since I'm typing it) that I will.

You have been warned: skull

I live in Hell. I have never resided in such a place until...
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thedarkness:
Wow, you will not hear any guff from me-just because I don't want my skull split-but I have always felt that the United States has never appreciated their troops. They could be a little more helpful in the bill department, i.e. to pay the bills while one is enlisted.

I am sorry to hear that you have to live in such filth, and for you to be so angry to actually swear, when I read that I covered my eyes and prayed to Baby Jesus to make it go away, you must be angry.

I am sorry to hear about this.
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It's snowing, again. Woohoo robot

I hear that in most marriages its the husbands that are rejected when asking for sex with the "I have a headache" or random PMS excuse. Yeah...well, not here. My self-esteem is going through the roof after being rejected in favor of sleep yet again. (please note sarcasm)

Don't mean to be vulgar but I don't prefer masturbation when I have...
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thedarkness:
We are in the same boat, my wife is always in her school work and never has time "for the loving." I hope you have better luck in getting yours.
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9ine:
I told you before and I'll say it again...DON"T WORRY ABOUT NOT WRITTING BACK FAST tongue biggrin and I am glad that the conspiracy is working! wink I suppose that soon you're going to have quite a few people hating your taste in music so I'm not going to feel lonely anymore as a jazz fan biggrin
Check your messages robot

As for Sarah Vaughan....perhaps by the end of our sessions you might love her too smile

As for yesterday (Valentines Day puke )...It kind of makes me sick. I don't need an anniversary in order to love people. Here is a funny pic someone sent me today with an email titled: "Valentine's day has been cancelled...it's about time someone shot the little fucker!"



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This weekend is going well so far... miao!! I wish there was an emoticon for 'dreamy', hehe.

Still trying to work out the white hair. My beautician from NC is slow in emailing me how to remove my lock extensions and if I am going to change, I need to do so posthaste. (Yes, I'm that person that reads regency romances as a guilty pleasure) I've...
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thedarkness:
The last I read about Storm in Ultimate X-Men, after Beast died, she was trying to put the moves on Wolverine and he set her straight. Now, Wolverine left the team for a while and Storm went after him.

As for X3, I haven't seen hide nor hair on anything on it other than Bryan Singer is not going to be the director for it.
josearcadio:
Do not worry about it, just give me your adress by mail and I will send you a copy of the "Vagabundo" album and even a live performance (a very good one!!) of some of the material from that album.
You MUST get the Ult. X-men issues, the one ones where the Angel character is introduced especially, try the trade paperbacks of the series because they are easy to find and cheap. They are available by any online bookstore for example.
I have to go to work, but take care, a hug to you, and stay safe! smile